Love of a Hawk

A/N:Any and all mistakes are my own(mostly cause I have no Beta...) And again I stress, The warnings are there because I do not really know where the characters will take me. There will be some violence, mentions of Rape, Torture and there WILL be Mpreg, meaning this is a YAOI story, BOY X BOY(er... MAN X MAN really...) you don't like that stuff, then don't read it. I have warned you. If you do decide to read it, please leave a review afterwards. it would be much appreciated. I like some criticize, but no Flamers please.
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"Speech"

'thought'
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Summary:

After the events in New York, a year later, the Hawkeye runs into the battered, bloodied, bruised mess of Loki in one of SHIELD's cells. He notices Loki's not acting like he was the year before and he wonders just what is going on. That's when things turn upside down for the assassin as memories of dreams he had been having the past year return to the forefront of his mind.
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Previously:

Tony stared at the man who threw him out the window last year and heard him struggle to speak, warning them about some dude named Thantos and to ask Thor. 'What does Thor have to do with this? Does he know what state his brother is in? Did their father do this? Was he even like this when he was at SHIELD? How long had he been at the base?' he asked himself as he approached Clint. "Jarvis, run a scan, make sure everything is fixed that needed to be. And make a note to look up Thantos later, after Loki is stable and resting." he stated, hearing Jarvis' reply back.

"Scan completed sir. Most of the wounds are now stabilized. There is rectal tearing and the walls of his anus are torn as well sir." the AI responded. Tony froze at those words, while they were mostly good news, was still pretty bad, especially the tearing. "Jarvis, is it safe for Loki to sleep now? It looks like he could use it." he asked, not really paying attention to the two he was next to. "Yes it is sir." Tony nodded and looked down at their ex-enemy's face and forced himself to smile. "You'll be okay now Prancer. Get some sleep. We'll be here when you wake up." he said as soothingly as he could. Loki was already asleep before he had even finished talking.
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Bruce Banner, also known as the Hulk forced himself to concentrate as he worked on Loki, also trying not to throw up because the wounds were the worst he's ever seen. He finished the last stitch and gave his two fellow Avengers a look that read, "tell me what is going on." he cleaned his hands off and watched Tony's doctor leave the room after giving some advice to the two men. "I have something for the rectal tearing. though it is new and in my lab." he stated. "You will be telling me how the heck you guys have an almost dead Loki in here right?" he asked, earning nods from the two of them. He left and came back with a container of white goop and paused before turning pink. "S-s... someone will have to put this on the inside..."

Clint blinked a few times, finally breaking out of his thoughts and took the container from Bruce. "I'll do it. Tony, could you perhaps take Bruce up to the lounge and tell him everything that happened?" he asked, not knowing if he was able to say anything about it at all, as it was he still was trying to calm down and let it sink in Loki was going to be okay, he was going to live. "Boss, I'm going to be applying some salve, or what ever to your inner... parts..." he finished rather lamely and scooped up a bunch of the goop and bit his lip before sliding his finger into his former boss' hole. He felt Loki tense at the strange touches and feelings. Clint used his other hand to rub down Loki's bare stomach in a soothing way as he worked in the salve, wondering if Loki could hear what was going on. "Boss, Loki... what ever you want me to call you now... You're going to live. Bruce and Tony's doc patched you up the best they can. I'm applying a salve for your..." he choked on the words and swallowed thickly. "On you inner tearing..." he murmured, telling Loki everything that was going on.
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Up in Tony's, the avengers' lounge, Tony handed Bruce a glass of beer, knowing the man would probably not drink it. He made one for himself and sat down across from the man. "Okay, before I begin, I need you to promise me that you won't go all hulk and go smash who ever did that to Prancer." he stated, giving Bruce a look. "I'd rather not have to repair the lounge more than needed to." Bruce blinked a few times and looked at Tony, not sure he wanted to know what happened. He just nodded and kept silent. Tony took a deep pull from the tumbler in his hand and began to tell what happened, from the time Clint saw Loki at HQ to now.

Bruce swallowed thickly and downed the tumbler in his hand, even though he very rarely drank, it was needed now, especially after all he heard. "We might have to look this Thantos guy up. I doubt we can ask Thor without telling him about his brother..." he ran a hand over his face, watching Tony fill their glasses again. He watched Tony freeze up at that and swallow down his glass in one go.

"That's a can of worms I do NOT want to open... an angry Thor would probably be worse than Hulk on a rampage..." Tony said, shooting Bruce an apologetic look, getting an understanding nod back. Tony sighed and flopped onto the couch next to Bruce. "How long do you think Loki needs to recoup?" he asked, calming some what. Bruce sighed and shook his head, sipping at his glass, finally calmed down enough to where his eyes and skin weren't tinted green. "Honestly? I don't know. I'm not too well versed in that field. I probably should read up on it... especially seeing as I'm supposed to be the group's doctor..." he grinned sheepishly at that and shrugged, he secretly agreed with Hulk at the moment, wanting to smash who ever did that to Loki.
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Loki woke to the feeling of warmth, softness, oh, and pain, lots and lots of pain. He hissed slightly and blinked his eyes open, he glanced around the room he was in and took in the stuff in it. 'Where am I? Why am I not dead?' he asked himself before he glanced down at his body. He winced at the sight of the bandages and the strange cast things on his arms and left leg. 'That explains why I can't move them...' he thought ruefully with a sigh.

Up in the lounge, Tony, Bruce and Clint were making plans and talking about what to do next when Jarvis' voice spoke up. "Sirs, Your guest is awake." Clint jumped and all but ran to his room to check on Loki. Bruce looked at Tony with an arched eye brow, half way wondering what was going on with that situation. Tony shrugged his shoulders. "Who knows. Come on, let's go check on Prancer." he stated and followed Clint out of the room after setting down his glass. Bruce sighed and followed after the two, shaking his head slightly.

Once the duo got to Clint's nest... er room, they saw the man helping Loki stand. "Just what are you doing? He's supposed to be laying down!" Bruce started with a slight frown.

Clint and Loki looked to the door and the former turned pink. "I need the bathroom." he stated and kept his head turned. He saw Clint nod out of the corner of his eye and sighed a little in relief. He let the man lead him to the door next to the bed and he turned redder. "Um... I don't think I'll be able to stand on my own..." he muttered so only Clint could hear and felt shame fill his heart. He cursed his weakness at the moment for not being able to help himself and sighed a little.

After the two got back into the room and Loki was sitting up comfortably in the bed, Clint situated next to him, the man not wanting to be too far in case Loki needed anything. Tony shook his head as he watched the two of them and took a breath before speaking. "So... Seeing as you are awake and we don't have to ask Thor, cause I don't want to have to repair half the tower and New York after his rampage, who's this Thantos dude you warned us about yesterday?" he asked, jumping right into things, ignoring Clint's glare and Bruce's groan.

Loki winced at the name and took a deep breath, finding comfort in Clint's closeness for some reason and eyed the three of them. "Thantos is a Titan." he stated. "He's... crazy." he swallowed and frowned. "Before I continue could I have some water please?" he asked, his voice sounding raw from misuse. Bruce nodded and left to go get it. Tony eyed the two on the bed and shook his head, wanting to know what was going on with them, but not willing to ask. Loki saw the look they got and ignored it, not able to really move that much, except to move closer to Clint who was sitting next to him on the bed.

Bruce came back in and handed the glass to Loki who took it and swallowed it all down instantly. Once he was finished with the glass he let Clint take it from him and took a deep breath before speaking again. "You asked who Thantos is... he's Death's Demon side... not really a side because he's a separate person." he looked over the group. "How much do you guys know about the Greek Gods?" he asked, earning confused looks from the others. He groaned and shook his head with a sigh. "Thantos is the Titan of death. He's mentioned a few times, but he's not a key player of the Titans or the gods. He's infatuated with Death, whom I should warn you is my daughter Hel. She was taken from me at birth and given to Hades." he explained.