BEAUTIFUL DISASTER

 

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CHAPTER 11

They decided to walk.

"I'm not so sure about that anymore, chère. I think Remy's not ready to be your official lover…"

"Let's face it, kid, it was official before we even did anything. It's a little late for regrets."

"Dad's right! I think you should just face them. The sooner - the better!"

The bar was crowded. It was always like that on Saturdays. When they entered the place they were greeted by loud ovations, whistles and bravos. Some people even stood up! Yes, they just loved entertainment! Logan only scratched his stubble looking around with distaste but Remy smiled happily, waved and bowed deeply to all sides thanking and sending kisses.

What? He didn't expect such a warm welcome!

Logan grabbed him by the back of his jacket and pushed to the first free table around. That earned them even more ovations and Logan couldn't fight the smile anymore. They waited for him to speak. They wouldn't shut up until he did…

"Yes guys, we survived with all our body parts still attached! Anymore questions!?"

At least ten or fifteen people apparently took it as an invitation because they left their seats and circled Logan's table. Questions and answers went on and on along with food and beer for hours.

"Remy, I've heard you have a great ass!" Someone said.

"You ever doubted that, mon ami?"

"And how's your dick, Logan?"

"Still in place, thanks for asking."

"Maybe we should ask Remy instead if it still works!"

They all laughed, patting Remy on the back when he almost choked on his beer.

"His dick's fine. I checked!" Remy blushed but smiled. It was the only way to do it. Put all cards on the table… It wasn't actually his style in cards but hiding from those people would have an opposite effect. Now they just had to be friendly because their own curiosity wouldn't let them do otherwise. He and Logan were on the show but if they didn't tell them what they wanted to know they would make up some shit a lot worse.

"Good!" Some woman adds. "That would be a huge loss for the town."

Remy decided to be playful: "How do you know that, petit? Should I be jealous?"

The chorus of "UUUUUuuuuuuuuuuu…" was his answer while the girl blushed and shut up.

"Then you tell us, Rem! Would that be a BIG loss?"

Remy smiles. "Oui, chère, colossal! Especially for Remy!"

Logan laughed. The Cajun was an ass kisser!

"Especially for ME, Cajun! It just so happens that I am very attached to it."

"Remy too is sometimes very…. ATTACHED… to your dick for at least three different ways."

"Eewwww…. Grosss!" That was too much for some of the male public. "Keep those details to yourself!"

"You started it, homme!"

Remy laughed at the men's tormented faces. It was fun!

"Tell us better if all those things people say are true?"

Logan snorted. "I don't know what they say but I'm SURE they're not!"

"They say that Charlie walked into your house, saw you fucking Remy and started to shoot."

This time it was Remy who was indignant.

"That's ridiculous! Merde! We were sleeping!"

Silence filled the air and all the people looked at each other questioningly.

"You mean you guys never…"

While Logan was tempted to confirm that Remy blasted it with a fit of laughter.

"And to think that I wondered what could be worse of what actually happened. Now I know, chère. He could actually INTERRUPT us!"

Everyone sighed relieved that the rumors did not turn out to be a complete bull.

"So, aren't you afraid that Charlie will come back to rip your balls off?"

Logan didn't even managed to deny because Marie interrupted: "Yea, especially that you now live together!"

It was like throwing another bomb. The bar exploded with new shows of disbelief and rivers of questions. Logan only glared at his daughter and once again considered scaring her boyfriend with a gun just to embarrass her for fun.

"Easy guys, the boy had nowhere to go so I took him in. Does any of you have better idea?"

"Yea! Just give it up."

Logan looks at the guy who said that and smirks. "You think?" That throw Remy off.

"What the fuck are you talking about, you assholes?! That's none of your business!"

"Come on Rem, think about it! You can stay at my place if you want!" Added one of Remy's friends.

"No, I don't want! I'm quite good with Logan!"

"Just quite good?"

Remy blushed again but the joke also calmed him down a bit.

"Better than good, so you see I can't leave."

"But it puts my dick in more danger!" Logan loved to tease the younger man. Sometimes it seemed he had no sense of humor at all…

"So you'll kick me out just to save your dick?"

"What can I say, Cajun… There's a lot of fish in the sea and my dick is only one."

"YOU BASTARD!"

"What? Wouldn't you give me away for the sake of yours?"

"I don't know. I would have to think about it! You didn't! You just said…."

Logan couldn't take it anymore. He grabbed Remy and brought him closer, laughing the whole time.

"I was just joking, kid…."

Remy looked around. Some people were laughing but the girls all looked mushy, whispering how 'cute' they were. Surely Logan had a field day playing him in front of their friends… That bastard…

"Besides, Cajun… What would I do if I had you and didn't have my dick?" That made Remy actually laugh. "You've got the point , chère! But it's not the problem anyway because he surely won't try anything like that any time soon. He was just angry and drunk."

"But why today?"

"I duuno…"

"Yes you DO know, Cajun. You promised him you wouldn't stay at my place and five minutes later you were already in my laps! He felt like you lied to him and he was kind of right."

"I didn't promise him anything! He said something like, please do it for me, but Remy never agreed. The only thing I said was that you didn't fuck me and it was true at the moment."

"I told you to be careful with him."

"And how did you know, homme?"

"We had 'a talk' right after you started staying in my place."

"And what did you tell him?"

Every single person in the bar listened carefully of every word.

"I told him that he has no reason to be worried because you –as you had told me – are not gay."

"Then it was YOU who lied to him, not me!"

"What the fuck are you talking about, Cajun? You said you're not gay when you were giving me back my car."

"Yes, because I'm not! You're an exception! But you KNEW what I wanted!"

"At first I had no idea! I thought you're nuts!"

Remy looked like he really wanted to say something but tried to weight his words. Someone used this moment to ask:

"So tell us, guys, when did you two… you know… started?"

This time Remy didn't hesitate: "About a week ago."

"Bullshit, Cajun! I came back a week ago!"

"And then it started!"

"Don't listen to him, guys. Kid's delirious. Too much stress and stuff…"

"You can lie to them but we both know the truth, chère. We met on Friday and we had a fight. On Saturday I tried to ask you out but we had another fight. Then on Sunday I tried again and…"

"I know! We had another fight! Let's face it, we fight all the time!"

"Not ALL the time…." Remy smiled pointing the obvious.

The door to the bar opened and another small group of people entered. Lance Alvers was with them. They looked curiously at the people gathered around Logan's table and quickly figured out what was going on. They've heard the rumors too. Lance didn't like it. He didn't mind Logan or Remy being gay but they didn't even really knew each other… Lance knew that it would lead to something bad and he was right. Charlie freaked out and Remy had nowhere to go now… All of this just to get into Logan's bed… Just like Scott. He risked a lot too when he had lost his head for Logan. What did this guy had in his pants that made guys go completely crazy for him? He needed to talk to Remy. It wasn't like him to act like that, to go after the man who didn't even seem interested… He chased Logan since the day one and Lance just couldn't understand why. What was he up to?

"Hey, Rem! Come over here for a minute!"

Remy did as he was told, though very reluctantly.

The conversation didn't end after Remy had left the table.

"So, Logan, what do you think about all this?"

"I…. don't really know."

"What do you mean you don't know? You wanted to fuck him, didn't you?"

"No, not really. I didn't want to fuck anyone actually. And him… I didn't even like him! We fight all the time and I kicked him out God knows how many times. I couldn't get rid of him! I even tried to ignore him but then he answered the phone when Scott called…. I was about to kill him but… I just… gave up… The kid is even more stubborn than I am and he can be wonderfully convincing…"

"So you don't want him?"

"It's not that I don't want him. It's just that I came here to rest, to deal with things and now I live with a guy I know nothing about and feel like running…"

"From Remy?"

"From everything! But it's so…overwhelming that I don't even feel like doing anything to change it…."

Marie understood. "You know, dad, I would say you're just whining, 'couse Remy is the hottest guy I know, but I must admit he is moving shockingly fast."

…

Lance couldn't wait to talk to Remy. His Cajun friend changed since he met Logan. He didn't even go to parties anymore and the only one he did come to he stayed close to Logan the whole time and surely went home with him too.

"What is it, Lance?"

"That's what I want to know. What the fuck is going on with you? Have you lost your mind?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean you forgetting about anything that is not Logan's dick! What the fuck are you doing, man? Charlie may fire you and you'll go back to jail. Is that what you want?"

"Easy man, I'm fine. Logan got me a job in his company and he lets me to stay at his place until I find something else."

"You're kidding, right? You fucking kidding me!"

"Why would Remy joke like that?" Remy was honestly confused.

"Because. It's ridiculous! You can't just move in with a guy you know for a week!"

"What else am I suppose to do?" Remy wondered what was that all about? All those people who were talking to him just now understood. Why Lance didn't?

"You can stay at my place. There's a free room after my brother moved out.""

"But… I'm fine at Logan's…"

"I'm sure you are."

"What's your problem, Lance?"

"Honestly?" Lance looked pissed. "I have a problem with my best friend destroying his life for a cock!"

Remy couldn't believe it.

"Remy, I know you have fun but you act like you've lost your mind. When you came here you were so determined to concentrate on work at the garage to not go back to jail, no matter what. You would never risked that just to fuck someone! Snap out of it Remy!"

"I know you want good for Remy, mon ami, but you're wrong. Why can't you understand? You're my friend! Why can't you just accept me like all those other people right there!"

"Because I care, Remy. I want good for you while THEY only want some entertainment! That's what you are for them, Remy! I want you to THINK! And you don't think when you have your brain ruled by your dick."

Remy hid his face in his hands. He knew what Lance was talking about and he was afraid too but he couldn't help but want to trust Logan.

"I trust Logan."

"Me too, man. He's a great guy and I know him all my life, but it doesn't mean you should live with him! Look, Remy, just… slow down a bit, alright? Give yourself and him some time."

Remy didn't like that though. He already tried that and always ended up going back to Logan. It was stronger than reason…

"I know you like him but…It's not a romance movie, Rem. He loves Scott…"

That hurt. And Remy believed it was true. Logan said it himself. He said he still loved that stupid teacher who didn't give shit about him and left him for a job!

"Did you know him?"

"Scott? Yea… He was okay. A little uptight, but I liked him. Why?"

"I hate him. Fucking Mr. perfect!"

"Are you jealous?"

"I'm not jealous! I'm pissed!"

"Listen to yourself, man! You're jealous over his ex. You fell for him or something?"

"I just can't stand that stupid teacher! I hate him and the fact that he hurt Logan! But the asshole's not here. And I AM!… And Logan wants me to live with him…"

"Really, Rem? Would he asked you to move in if you had a place to stay? Would he stop you if you tried to go somewhere else? He offered you a place to stay because it's Logan. You can always count on him but is that really what he wants?"

"Non… He doesn't want Remy… I know that…"

"Don't be like that, Rem. Just… go on with things like normal people do… He came here to deal with the memories of Scott. Do you want to be his rebound?"

The worst thing was that Remy had no idea what he wanted. He was so confused that he didn't know anything anymore. He liked to be with Logan because the older man could always make sense of everything. He was always in control, always knew what's going on. He was… like solid wall on which you could lean on, or hide behind… He was strong…. Remy wanted to go back to Logan…

"Remy needs to think…"

"I think that's a good idea. At least few days, Rem. At least show him that he has a choice."

"Your brother's room doesn't sound that bad."

"Fine. Take your stuff, I'll go and make some room."

When Lance left the bar Remy went back to Logan, his face serious.

"What happened?" Logan was surprised with his own concern about the other man but ignored it.

"I talked to Lance… He said his brother moved out and that he has a room…"

Logan understood. It would happen sooner or later. And it was probably bad idea anyway… That would be for the best.

"You want the keys to take your stuff?"

Remy just nodded because his throat was unable to utter anything but a pitiful whimper. He wanted to cry. He knew that Logan wouldn't try to stop him but it still hurt as hell.

He grabbed the keys lying on the man's hand but paused. He didn't want to do it. He wanted to kiss Logan… But Lance said he should give him few days… No one said anything about stopping seeing Logan. It was just about the living arrangements….

"Lance says I should give you some time…"

Logan looked him in the eyes and it was as clear as day that Remy wanted nothing more than to go home with him and fuck. But he couldn't tell the kid to stay with him, not with all these people around. He didn't know what to do. He didn't want Remy at his home anyway, right? Why was hesitating in letting him go….? Besides… he had no right to stop him. Remy was free to go. They were not in any relationship or anything… He knew the kid would leave… Maybe it was better to do it now, before he fell for the brat completely…

"It's your decision kid, my offer still stands. Do what you want."

His decision, huh? He always made the wrong ones…. He took the keys and turned to leave. Logan hid his disappointment and only rolled his eyes at everybody's disapproving reaction. But then Remy stopped and walked back to him one more time. He looked into Logan's eyes then grabbed his hair, pulled Logan's head back and kissed him passionately straddling his laps. After a good full minute or longer he unlocked their lips and stood back up. Logan looked just amazing with tousled hair, swollen lips and lustful gaze. Remy smirked. HE loved to have power over that man. Maybe if he played it right he could keep him? Or force Logan to keep Remy… Maybe he really needed to think…

"So, Logan, do you feel better now?" Asked his white haired friend.

"I told you that I don't care. Whatever happens I'll deal with it. Besides… You never know what this kid will come up with. He may leave and come back five times until he goes to sleep and I can bet whatever you want that no matter what he will somehow end up in my bed anyway."

"You're so full of yourself Logan…"

"It's not about me, Ororo. It's about him. I may not know him well but THAT I know. Trust me."

Remy went back to Logan's place and didn't feel like packing all the things he just un-packed not so long ago… He decided to take to Lance only what he really needed and come back for the rest in the morning. He packed what he needed the most and waited for Logan not wanting to leave the door unlocked.

He didn't have to wait long.

"You need any help, Cajun?"

"Why, you want Remy out so badly?"

"I already told you. You can stay if you want."

Logan went to the bathroom, leaned one hand on the wall over the toilette and was in the middle of taking a piss when he heard Remy.

"You look hot when you piss…"

"Get out, Cajun!"

"Why? I've already seen you naked."

Remy pressed his body to Logan's back, and sneaked his hands around his stomach.

"Do you need help, chère?"

"Fuck, Cjaun, just get out of here."

Remy was unfazed. He started to kiss the back of Logan's neck, licking and nipping at his earlobe. Logan sighed. He quickly finished and tried to zip his pants but the hand in his fly stopped him.

"Don't put back just yet…"

Logan tried to push his hands away. They heard a car horn.

"I think your friends are here to pick you up, Cajun."

"So what. They'll wait."

Logan was getting tired of this. He grabbed Remy's wrist and pulled, then he pressed Remy to the wall. They were facing each other now it was making Remy feel aroused and excited.

"You know, kid, sometimes I truly can't believe that you really are like that…"

"Like what? Sexy?"

"Insolent, arrogant…"

"Just impatient, chère! You're teasing me! You showed it to me and then hid it back in your pants."

"I didn't show you anything! I tried to take a piss! Can't you respect anything?"

"Oh, I do respect your cock. I can fall to my knees and worship it anytime! Even now!"

And Remy did exactly what he said.

"Just give it a rest, kid."

"Really? You know you'll love it once I start and you won't be bothered by the fact that I'm arrogant…"

Logan rolled his eyes and stepped around the younger man leaving him in the bathroom. He went to the living room and fell onto the couch pretending that the News were incredibly interesting. More claxon sounds reminded them about the boys waiting outside but Remy ignored them. He followed Logan and simply turned off the TV.

"You seriously rather watch TV then let me to give you a head?"

Logan didn't even look at him.

"You really are a bastard, you know that? Fine! I won't abase myself anymore! I'm going to a party! … I hate you!"

He left before the tears in his eyes would fall.

At the party Remy was unbearable and he wasn't even drunk. He's friends had enough of his whining and listening about Logan being a cold bastard so they didn't even try to stop him when he finally decided to leave. Lance tried to give him a key to his house but Remy stubbornly refused to take it saying that he didn't need it.

When Logan opened the door he wasn't even surprised seeing the Cajun's pouting face. He just let him in.

Remy was going to throw a fit and tell Logan a few more times how much he hated him but the bastard was almost naked with only a towel around his waist and… he was wet. So Remy only pouted.

"Did you forget something Cajun?"

"Oui."

"What? The Teddy bear you sleep with?

"Something like that…"

"How was the party?"

"It sucked… I didn't even drink anything and everyone got tired of me. It was terrible and it was all YOUR fault."

Logan frowned but he was secretly amused by Remy's antics.

"My fault? How? I wasn't even there!"

"That's how! You weren't there."

"I don't remember you ever inviting me…"

"Because you pissed me off. And you wouldn't go anyway. You never do what I want and you treat me like a disease."

"You came here just to tell me this?"

"Non. I already did it for the last two hours."

"Should I kick our ass for that?"

"Do whatever you like, just don't kick me out…"

Logan smiled. He really wanted to hug the kid. He was just too cute when he wasn't being a stubborn idiot.

"Whatever I like? Do you even know what you're saying, kid?"

Remy simply started to take off his shoes, then a jacket and a T-shirt.

"Remy may suggest something if you're out of ideas."

He pulled his pants down and took them off throwing them away somewhere in the hall.

"I have ideas. We could watch TV…." When Remy's boxers landed on the telephone Logan was already grinning.

"That's not exactly what I've been thinking about, mon amour."

Logan's grin changed into a smile as he removed his towel and threw it at Remy's face.

"Is that what you've been thinking about?"

Remy quickly removed the cloth blocking his view and moaned.

"Oui… the whole day…"

Not a minute later they were once again entwined together touching and kissing in Logan's bed. When Logan entered him Remy couldn't believe that he had been thinking about staying anywhere else. He didn't let Logan much rest that night and even when the man was already completely spent after countless rounds he still crawled on top of him nuzzling his neck and fell asleep murmuring Logan's name and sweet apologies for whatever came to his crazy head. Logan fell asleep with a content smile on his face and arms full of beautiful Cajun thinking that he wouldn't really mind keeping him after all.

TBC ...and then...

Bright sun light seeping through the curtains was not what woke Remy up. It was a noise. It was soft and almost undetectable but it was there, right outside the bedroom door. Charlie was supposed to stay in jail for 24 hours. Remy had no idea what time it was but he was one hundred percent sure that it was time to act! This time he was ready. He was still lying sprawled on Logan with his hands around his neck. It was perfect to discreetly reach under the pillow.

"Freeze!"...