The Forbidden Desire

Four months had come and gone by. Logan remand stubborn on the feelings he harnessed deep inside. They continued to overwhelm him and at times he felt his eyes trying to go against his well and form tears whenever Ororo talked to him about Mike. She continued to talk with Logan about her dreams, about her feelings of change, about what she wanted and the fear of it all slipping right through her fingers as time silently, but still boldly, without interruptions passed by. Nothing caused Logan to sink so deeply until she spoke of Mike. Their relationship was growing and it was growing to fast for Logan's likings. He became so livid when Ororo told him about his surprise visit at the house. In a fury, Logan growled and with a few harsh words he stomped away from her.
Ororo just could not understand why he was so upset. Actually she did, but she saw no reason for him to be, because though she gave her time to Mike, she told Logan about how she gave him a hard time as well. After dating for four months she only allowed him to hold her hand, hug, and kisses only on the cheeks. She didn't allow him to call after six and he couldn't call before 2:00 on the weekdays. Despite her rules Mike remained patient with Ororo. He was happy with what she allowed him to display for affection and he never pressured her for anything else, but he did have his own ways of showering her with plenty of other affections besides touch. He brought her flowers often, sent her cards simply written that he wanted to see her beautiful smile. Once he emailed her, apologizing that it was during school hours, but he just wanted to tell her good morning and wish her a pleasant day. Ororo liked his jesters. During dates they continued to talk and they both discovered that they had a lot in common when it came to families, education, and change. Mike had come a long way already with his dealing with mutants. Ororo noticed him helping people with need and he even went to a charity with Ororo, Scott, Jean, and Xavier to raise money for more research on finding ways to help children that were struggling with the change of their normal human body. Mike even donated two hundred dollars at the event. Despite, his good nature and willingness to change, Ororo still gave Logan her time. She was now certain what she was feeling. She was waiting to tell him, but every time she started to, fear over took her. She didn't know what Logan wanted, if he even wanted anything. She allowed Logan to caress her, to touch her, and on occasion he would kiss her. She always returned his caresses and kisses, but she was never the first to give them. Sometimes she felt as if she was wasting these times even talking to him, because he only listened to her dreams he never agreed or changed his stern demeanor when she spoke of children...of marriage.
Now, she sat under a nearby willow tree, alone, after having Logan leave, like he often did when Mike was brought up. He would make up some excuse for saying goodbye, but this time Ororo gave him her two cents on his abrupt leaving.
"If you get bothered when I talk about Mike, then maybe you should just say it." he told him as he was walking away.
Logan stopped died.
"Ain't nothing to say, Darlin' you should already know how I feel." Logan grumbled his words.
There was a moment of silence, before Ororo spoke again.
"Tell me. How do you feel?" Logan heard her soft voice and he closed his eyes at the feel of the wind softly touching his face.
He swallowed, his chest once again starting to hurt.
"I gotta go." Was all he said as he rushed off.

Ororo just didn't know what it was that kept her tied to wanting Logan. She did want him, she always had and yet he never allowed her to have him. She knew he was jealous of Mike, and she didn't like that. She didn't like him trying to be controlling of her when he would not allow her to claim him. It worked both ways and he needed to understand that.
After a few more moments she got up and went back inside. A nice nap would do her good before her date with Mike later that evening, she thought. She walked up the many stairs instead of taking the elevator. It was a much longer route, but she felt no need to rush. As she came to her bedroom at the end of the long hallway she noticed her door was already opened. She never left her door open, no one did. She walked in with caution, her eyes turning white, briefly.
"You wanna know how I feel, huh?" His harsh voice was all that she needed to calm down, but she was still fighting her powers, demanding them to lower their level.
"Logan, why are you in here?" She didn't mean for her words to come out so harshly, but she was angry with him. She felt as if he was playing games with her and now with his sudden intrusion it made her blood hot and her temper flare.
Logan ignored her request, he was upset too, but his want was far beyond that. He was going through to much emotions, had been going through to many for to long. He was ready for release and as he sniffed the air and looked at her face, he knew she was too. He walked over to her and pushed her down onto the bed.
"What are you doing? GET OUT!!" She screamed, totally surprised.
"Ya wanna know how I feel! Damn it Ro' ain't ya smart, can't you fuckin' see!" He yelled at her while climbing on top of her, pinning her shoulders down.
Ororo looked at him, to shocked to even move.
" I want you," Logan growled lowering his head down to her neck. He licked her skin quickly and then went closer to her ear.
" I thought you knew this...I sure as hell gave ya enough hints," Logan continued to talk as he made himself comfortable by spreading her legs wider apart for him to settle in between them.
"Hints don't mean anything...You need to be clear." Ororo spoke as she turned her head to look into his eyes.
"After I'm done with ya...you'll know."
"You won't be doing anything to me! I know exactly what you want now. You can get it some where else. I am not that easy." She spat at him. Her voice was deep and threatening.
He never let his gaze leave her's as he moved one of his hands up to touch her cheek. He held her head firm as he lowered his head down and kissed her lips. She tried fighting him away, but he kept her still, until she finally couldn't bare his eye sight any longer. She closed her eyes and opened her mouth, allowing him inside. As soon as his tongue grazed her's she moaned, but he gave her no time to give to him, he pulled his mouth inches away.
"Like it, huh? You like me touchin' ya. Say ya don't."
Ororo popped her eyes back open, but said nothing. Her heart was beating so fast and the heat was about to make her scream.
"Tell me!"
When she didn't answer Logan became irritated," I like it, Ro'. I like looking at ya in the morning..." He bent down and kissed her closed mouth hard," I like watchin' ya laughin' and talkin' when we talk," He kissed her again, this time her nose," I even like watchin' ya teach, damn....I...I...I.. adore you. EVEN WHEN YOU PISS ME OFF! " He declared loudly to her and she watched him, watched him turning red and his thick veins rising up.
"Get off of me," She whispered weakly.
"I can smell ya. I can smell ya wantin this. I smell it right now." Logan told her and he began to grind his pelvis into hers. Ororo couldn't help but close her eyes again and slowly move with him, feeling him become harder through his rough jeans. It felt so good.
He kissed her chin and noticed her plump mouth open wide as she sighed and moaned. His lips latched onto her bottom lip and he suckled it, tenderly. His strong arms released there hold on her shoulders and he slid her body up towards the head of the bed.
"Don't....make me...leave Ro'...."Logan spoke, his voice sounding like it was cracking do to his frustration.
Then a shudder escaped her mouth as she felt his hands sliding her skirt up. His eyes never left her face, he was daring her to tell him no, and Ororo knew she would not. She gasped when he ripped off her panties. The sound of them tearing made her teeth cringe.
Logan quickly undid his belt and unzipped his pants and from the opening his huge erection sprang forward. Ororo studied the head, noticing it glossing from Logan's own pre-cum. He chuckled as he watched her take notice of his dick. He scooted forward, holding her thigh steady with one hand as he held his manhood and massaged it between Ororo's outer pussy lips. She moaned, feeling the tingles of his dick as it hit against the small bud of her. Her own juices mixed with Logan's and together they made an excellent lubrication. She moved her hips back and forth faster and faster as the feeling of wanting him inside built up.
"Do it...." She hissed.
He smirked at her, but only rubbed his dick faster and even letting it move to her thigh.
"Thought you wanted me to leave...."
Ororo tried lifting up, but Logan only laughed and drew back. He was aching himself, longing to discover what hold she would have around him, just the thought suddenly made him shudder.
She quickly wrapped her legs around the small of his back and caused him to fall forward. He landed safely on his elbows. His nose rubbing against hers. With him still staring deeply into her own Ororo reached between them, and grabbed hold of him.
"Mm mm," He moaned as she began to rub and play with his dick.
"This is what I want," She told him as she moved down and managed to slid the head of him inside of her awaiting universe.
The incredible tightness caused Logan to close his eyes and open his mouth to release a groan and Ororo muffed the sound by covering her lips over his. He slide the rest of the way into her quickly, making Ororo wonder why she hadn't been split in two. He reached down, cupped his hands around her ass cheeks, and he began to dive deep into her. In and out he pumped and he would grind his hips in circular motions making sure he hit every single spot of her heaven. The embrace of her surrounding him was making him lose control and he continued to thrust harder, deeper, wanting nothing but to fill her with his seed.
"This is how I feel..." He suddenly blurted out and he could feel himself nearing to the edge.
Ororo rocked her hips with him. She meet him with everything she had wanting to reach her climax as well. Her heart felt so heavy as she thought about how good he was making her feel. She wanted so much to scream, to call out his name, but she knew someone would hear. Instead she kissed him, kissed him hard and passionately. Cupping his face in her's she turned his head and licked his ear before she whispered to him.
"God....do you know how...uh...you feel... So, so, so, good...." Ororo moaned to him.
Her breast moving against his hairy chest, her lips and hands caressing at his skin, the way her flesh felt in his palms, and then her voice, talking to him, asking him to give it to her, finally did it. He was biting at her neck and his breath was heavy, hot against her ear. It was finally there and just as he moved his hands to hold down her hips he felt her body stiffen and then her insides twitching around him.
"Hhhhuuhh....unnn!" Ororo cried as her climax finally flooded out of her.
Right after her's came his. He pulled out just in time, letting the thick stream pour onto her thighs and stomach.

Long after he had gone soft and they had fallen asleep, him on top of her, holding her, the phone rang. Ororo eased out from Logan's heavy body and answered it. It was Mike, he was letting her know that he would be late. She told him not to worry, that she wasn't feeling well all of a sudden. Mike suddenly be worried and insisted that he stop by and suggested that he'd get her anything. After several attempts he finally gave up, but told her that he would call her early in the morning and check to see if she needed anything. She thanked him and tried to get back into the bed. Logan was already getting up and closing his pants. He watched her and she gave him back the same stare.
"Logan..." she started to talk, but she was at a lose of words. She felt butterflies inside of her stomach," Logan I l....."
"I gotta go..." He cut her off and quickly left the room.