Downfall

Disclaimer- I only own the plot.

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Downfall

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I wonder how you sleep
I wonder what you think of me
If I could go back
Would you have ever been with me

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/Just go there and tell them what’s up,/ Kitty told herself firmly. /Then run and go back to the Institute./ With a deep sigh she raised a hand and knocked on the Brotherhood’s door. Lance answered it. /This figures,/ Kitty thought dryly.

“Kitty?” he asked raising his eyebrows in surprise. “What are you doing here?”

“I...” all words were lost as she looked into his dark brown eyes. “I-”

“Kitty,” Lance said.

“Apocalypse... he defeated the professor and Storm... and now... now we’re going after him.”

“Repeat that.”

“You heard me.”

“I must not have. I believe you just said that you’re going after Apocalypse after he defeated the professor.”

“I did.”

“Have to lost your fucking mind!” He pulled her inside slamming the door. “Jesus, Kitty!”

“Lance, I-”

“You’re going to go out there and get yourself killed!”

“I know,” Kitty whispered.

“Then why in the Hell are you going?!”

“Because, we need to.”

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I want you to be uneased
I want you to remember
I want you to believe in me
I want you on my side

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He looked down at her it sinking in on him that this girl; this girl he had very quickly fallen for could very possibly die in the nexw how hours. “Why are you here?” he asked softly.

“Mr. Logan wanted me to try to get you guys to, like, come with us.”

He almost laughed. “Kitty, why would we go?”

She rolled her eyes. “Same old Lance. Do you actually care about anything?”

“Yes,” he said looking directly into her eyes. “How long do you have?”

“Two hours...” Kitty said. Tears were suddenly shining in her eyes. “Lance, I’m so scared.”

He blinked not expecting her to break down. “I know, pretty kitty.” He enveloped her into his arms. “But, it’s okay.”

“Is it? I’m sixteen years old and I’m about to go marching into battle, a battle that I very well might not survive. It’s totally unfair.”

“You don’t have to go.”

“I do. I’d, like, never forgive myself if my friends got killed and I wasn’t there to hehem.hem.”

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Come on and
Lay it down

I've always been with you
Here and now
Give all that's within you

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He sighed; he had been expecting that.

“Lance?”

“Yeah?”

“Would you... um... make love to me?”

His eyes widened almost comically and he sputtered a few seconds before getting out, “What?”

She blushed. “Judging by your reaction I’m thinking you, like, heard me pretty well.”

“Kitty, are you serious?”

“I don’t want to die a virgin,e sae said her blush deepening. Lance suddenly realized that they were having what was fast becoming a very personal conversation in the middle of the living room.

“I don’t want the guys to overhear this,” he said finally. “Let’s go upstairs.” He led her into his room.

“It’s, like, kind of messy.”

He smiled his shy-little-boy smile. “I wasn’t expecting company.”

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Here we go again
Ashamed of being broken in
We're getting off track
I want to get you back
Again

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“Now, tell me, were you serious?”

“I, like, told you, yes.”

“Why me?”

“I love you,” she admitted. “I never stopped.” He leaned forward and kissed her softly.

“I love you too. But we shouldn’t-”

“Lance, I want you. Please...” He looked down into her deep eyes and fouis ris resolve crumbling. “I need you right now. I don’t want to die thinking: ‘what if’.”

“Are you absolutely positive?”

“I want you to make love to me.” His mouth found hers again and he kissed her long and hard. His tongue swept into her mouth tasting and teasing her. Kitty wrapped her arms around his neck holding onto him desperately. He reached down and slid his hands under her pink shirt dragging the soft material up. He broke away from her to remove it fully. Kitty divested herself of her jeans before laying down on his bed. He looked down at her and smiled.

“You are so beautiful,” he told her seriously. She blushed again. He then removed his vest, then shirt. He saw her tense as he slid out of his pants.

“No underwear?” she squeaked. He chuckled climbing over her on the bed.

“I was about to get in the shower when you knocked on the door. I just threw them on.” He kissed her again cutting off further conversation. His mouth then slowly moved down her throat. He was pleased to see Kitty begin to respond by a soft moan and cocking her head to one side, giving him better access.

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I want you to trouble me
I wanted you to linger
Yeah I want you to agree with me
I want so much so bad

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Lance started to move lower but saw that his path was blocked by a soft pale lilac colored piece of fabric. He reached around her and his fingers qui und undid the clasp so he could slide her bra off of her body. “So beautiful,” he murmuredore ore lowering his head and kissing the pale skin of her breasts. He smiled hearing Kitty’s soft sigh. His tongue moved around one pink nipple teasing it before he pulled it into his mouth suckling.

Kitty moaned running her hand through his disheveled brown hair. He switched sides before continuing his path down. He rained kisses down her abdomen feeling her shudder at the special attention he paid to her bellybutton. He moved even lower and quickly pulled her underwear off tossing them away to join her other clothes. He looked into her eyes before moving up and catching her lips in a swift kiss.

He then moved back down and kissed and nipped his way up her thighs alternating between them. Kitty watched him as he moved him as his mouth moved closer and closer. She threw her head back as she felt his mouth on her. “Lance,” she breathed. She shuddered again as he began to move his fingers within her now moist passage. He began to move back up kissing way way to her lips and positioning himself.

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Lay it down
I've always been with you
Here and now
With all that's within you

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“Please,” Kitty whispered barely even aware of what she was saying and not knowing what she was asking him for.

He knew th and and smiled tenderly. “Love you, kit-kat.” He looked into her passion glazed eyes. “This is probably going to hurt. Okay?” She nodded and he began to slide into her.

Kitty gripped his arms hard as he slowly moved into her. His mouth covered hers when he broke through her virginity keeping her from crying out too loud. Kitty closed her eyes tightly against the tears that burned in her eyes. She faintly felt Lance kiss her all over her face and neck as he whispered softly to her. She opened her eyes and met his concerned gaze.

“Do you want to stop?” he asked knowing full well that if she did he’d be spending the next few hours in the bathroom taking a cold shower. She smiled at his question and lifted herd tod to kiss him.

“No,” she told him gently. “I love you, I still want you. It doesn’t hurt as much now.”

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Only love can save us now
Love save me now

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Lance began to move as slowly as he could, allowing her the time to get used to the feel of him inside of her. When she b to to move with him he let himself quicken his pace. He felt Kitty’s nails rake down his back, not quite hard enough to hurt him and groaned softly.

He grabbed her legs positioning them so they were wrapped around his torso as he thrust into her. He reached between their bodies and to her center where he began to gently fondle her clit. He was pleased to see her gasp and her movements grow even more frantic. His hand moved in perfect time with his body. Both actions allowed Kitty to reach her climax. Seeing Kitty lost in the throws of her orgasm was all Lance needed to reach his. The two collapsed together panting and still clinging to each other.

“I meant it, you know that right?” Kitty asked as they laid together in the afterglow.

“Meant what?” Lance asked.

“I do love you.”

“I know, kitten. I love you too.” He kissed her tenderly.

“I have to go.” She stood searching for her clothes.

“Kitty, please.”

“I already told you, I wouldn’t forgive myself if anything were to, like, happen to them.” He sighed. He had secretly hoped that what had happened between them might change her mind. The two got dressed in silence. “Will you come with me?”

“I can’t, Kit,” he sighed. “The only reason I’d be going would be to protect you and I know damn well that goggle-boy wouldn’t put me on your team.”

“I kind of expected that.” They walked down the stairs together and she tried once again to convince him to go to no avail.

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Be
Be my savior

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Lance watched as Kitty and Wanda left the house and felt his heart break a little. He knew how possible it was that she would be dead in less than twenty-four hours. He watched her as she slipped out of site and sighed running a hand through his hair. He really did love her...

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And I'll be your downfall

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Neither Kitty nor Wanda spoke as they left the Brotherhood House. Kitty felt tears rise to her eyes as thelkedlked further and further away from the house, and from him. She turned back once and saw him in the window. One tear rolled down her cheek as she realized that this could very well be the last time that she would see him. /I love you, Lance Alvers./

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Come on and lay it down
I've always been with you
Here and now
Give all that's within you
Be my savior
And I'll be your downfall

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