Sinful Desire

Hey!! Got this chapter up much faster than I thought!! Hope you like it!!


Chapter 9-You have me...


Charles paced restlessly back and forth in his room, not being able to sleep at all. He’d changed into a pair of pajama pants and had tried to sleep, but Kurt’s words kept him awake for hours. ‘He...loves me!?’ The telepath thought, his pace quickening. ‘But what did he mean when he said I’d only want sex from him?’ Frowning Charles glanced at the clock to see it read midnight.

‘Damn! I can’t sleep like this!!’ If he had hair, he’d be ripping it out with frustration by now! He found himself heading out of the room, not bothering to adorn any other clothing as it was quite warm in the mansion tonight. He found himself padding silently through the dark hallway, his feet leading him to Kurt’s room.

He stood outside the door, staring at the wood as if it would give him the answers he wanted. Hesitating slightly, he opened the door, pushing it open slowly. Through the darkness he managed to see the outline of Kurt on the bed, so he closed the door quietly and made his way to the dark shape. His eyes adjusted quickly to the darker room, and he found himself moving over and sitting on the bed next to Kurt.

“Kurt...” He whispered softly, gently brushing the back of his fingers across the boy’s cheek. “Why couldn’t you tell me before? And what did you mean I could only want sex from you? How could you think that?” Charles leaned down and kissed Kurt’s mouth lightly. “I care deeply about you, I don’t want you to see you hurt like this, can’t you see that?” Sighing quietly, he lay down next to him, wrapping his arm loosely around Kurt’s middle and burying his face into his shoulder. Charles found himself relaxing into the bed, and let Kurt’s soft breathing lull him to sleep.

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Kurt jerked awake with a start, feeling disoriented. “Ahhh, Gott!! Warum es ist so heiss!?” (Why is it so hot!?) He muttered, trying to roll onto his back, realizing instantly he someone was pressed against his back and was holding him in place. Struggling slightly, he caught the scent of the person behind him and froze. “C-Charles?” He whispered softly. Frowning, he wiggled in his embrace until he was facing him.

Kurt shook his shoulder, trying to wake him up. “Wake up already!!” he growled, shaking a little harder. Charles mumbled something incoherently and tightened his grip. Grumbling irritably, Kurt managed to pry his arms off him and rolled away. Charles jerked awake, blinking rapidly. “Wha...?” He questioned, glancing around the room he remembered what had happened. “Oh...” He said softly, sitting up to squint at Kurt’s shape in the dark. “Must, have fallen asleep...”

“You think?” Kurt said, pulling his legs up to his chest and wrapping his arms around them, resting his chin on them as he looked at his guest. “Why are you here?”

“I...couldn’t sleep, and found myself wandering in here. I wanted to...I, had to...see you.” He whispered softly his hand reached up as if to touch him, but it dropped back to the bed. Kurt could clearly see the tremble in his hand and the sadness in his face. “Kurt, why do you keep running from me?”

“I...I just didn’t want you to...” He hesitated, burying his face into his arms. “I...thought you’d...h-hate me...” Charles frowned deeply, scooting closer and pulling Kurt’s head up.

“Kurt...” He said softly, using his thumbs to wipe the tears from the younger mutants’ face. “Why would I ever hate you? Just because you told me you love me?” Kurt nodded, sniffing quietly. Charles leaned closer to wrap his arms around him, tucking Kurt’s head under his chin. “I would NEVER hate you for anything you said or did Kurt, I want you to know that.” Kurt choked back a sob and pulled himself onto the older mutants’ lap, wrapping his arms around him and crying.

Charles rubbed his back soothingly, whispering softly into his ear until he calmed down. “I’m sorry, for acting so coldly towards you before. I was just so hurt that you wouldn’t tell me what was wrong. Rahne is too nosy for her own good...”

“Rahne?” Kurt questioned, pulling away from Charles’ shoulder.

“Well...she saw our argument before dinner earlier and her and Jamie planned that ‘accident’ at dinner. She told me this after you headed out of the room and told me to go after you.”

“I’d say she’s too smart for her own good too!!” Kurt said, covering his mouth to hide his laugh.

“It’s not that funny!! A girl younger than you was trying to get us together!!” Kurt laughed harder, falling backwards onto the bed. Charles smiled moving to lay next to him.

“Well...” Kurt started, hesitantly reaching out to cup Charles’ cheek in his hand, smiling as he leaned into the touch. “We...sort of were together...just...not speaking. I...I’m sorry, for how I acted as well...I just...didn’t think you wanted ME. I mean...I don’t see how anyone would want me, I’m a blue fuzzball.” Charles gripped Kurt’s hand on his cheek, pulling it around to kiss his palm.

“Kurt...” He said softly, moving closer to brush his lips across his cheek. “You may be blue and fuzzy, but that makes you special, even more special than being a mutant. And I know that I...I lo...lo...” He broke off, feeling his throat constrict at those words.

“It’s alright, Charles.” Kurt said, moving closer to kiss his lips softly. “I realize now, that you love me too, you don’t have to say it.”

“I want to...it’s just, I’ve been hurt by people who I told those words to...so it might take me a while before I can say them...but just know that I do.”

“It’s really alright, as long as I have you all to myself.”

“You do Kurt. You have me, heart, body, and soul. You always will, even if you find someone else, you’ll always have me, no matter what happens.”

“I...love you!!” Kurt threw his arms around Charles neck and kissed him deeper than before. The telepath responded eagerly, pulling back after a minute to breath.

“I do too. Now, let’s get some sleep. We both could use some after what little we did get.” Kurt snuggled into his embrace, feeling contentment overwhelm him as they both fell asleep in each other’s arms.

Tbc

So? How’d you like it? Kinda mushy, I know!! But you’re gonna hate the next chapter!! It might take a while to get it done, I have to work on some other of my stories and I’ve been rather busy, but I promise I won’t stop writing this!! If you get too anxious for it, just nag me and I’ll try ta work on it!! Please let me know what you think!