Ah cant believe it!

Wow, It has been awhile since I last worked on this. I’m sorry for putting you guys off, but my father passed away and I completely stopped writing for awhile. Writing is my greatest form of therapy and I guess I wanted to hurt and mourn for awhile.

But now I’m back with a new chapter to my story and a lot of concept ideas for some other ones. Once again, I’m sorry guys! And now, on with the story!
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Ah knock on his door and take a few steps back, questioning if Ah really should be doing this. After all, I still cant quite get his intentions. Ah could just be another one of his challenges. Before Ah can talk mahself into walking away a very disheveled Remy opens the door.

He blinks a few times before grinning, “Chere, you came to visit Remy? I’m touched.”

Ah bite mah lip and glace to see if anyone is out on the hall before asking, “Can Ah come in? Ah really need to talk to you.”

He grins, “You want to come into Remy’s room in the middle of the night? Why Chere,” he pauses for a moment before dropping his voice low and sultry, “Are you going to seduce me?”

Ah roll mah eyes and push him out of mah way, walking into his room, “Don’t flatter yourself, Swamp Rat.”

He flops back onto the bed, sprawling out very seductively. Ah push those thoughts out of mah head and struggle with what to say, “Ah just came here… Ah was just curious…”
He stretches and Ah loose mah concentration as every lean muscle of his abs shift. He can tell Ah am preoccupied by his body and turns his complete attention to me, smirking, “Go on Chere, I am all ears.”

Ah roll mah eyes at his egotistical behavior and just come out and say it, “Why did you give me this scarf?” Ah hold out the fabric in mah hand, practically waving it at him, “Why are you teasing me when kno know it doesn’t matter if Ah want to be with you or not? Its impossible!”

He chuckles lowly, “You know, it isn’t impossible.”

Ah glare at him, “See, there you go! You are teasing me, telling me there is some way. Show me then! Ah want to know. Ah cant stand not knowing anymore. Ah cant stand you teasing me anymore!” Ah end in a shout and the silence is thick between us.

He contemplates what Ah say, watching mah face. Silently he gets up and walks to his dresser. Rummaging through the top drawer, he pulls out an item and turns to me, his eyes blazing in the dim light. “I told you it wasn’t impossible.”

He hands me the package and Ah rip it open quickly, pulling the thin material away. It’s a sheer, thin black body stocking. Ah struggle for words, looking up into his face, “How… How did you think of this…”

He smiles lightly despite his obvious feelings and slides a hand across my hair, “I wanted to give you a chance to feel someone, Chere. Remy could tell this meant a lot to you. So I found this and knew it might be worth a shot.”

Ah blush and stand up, “Ah’m going to try this on right now.”

Ah look into his eyes, smiling slyly. He grins and scratches the back is his head, trying to shrug off the Ah’ Ah’m giving him, “Bathroom is to the right.”

“Alright, Ah’ll be right back.”

Ah look down and walk into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door behind me. Looking in the mirror and taking a few deep breaths, Ah look into mah face.

Is this what Ah want? Does he care for me at all? What about Logan? His feelings have to mean something too. If Ah do this everything will change. But for better or for worse? Fearless Rogue, scared of something as simple as sex. Why should Ah worry… Sex is after all, just two animals reproducing. Its not like Remy and Ah are anything more. So its just sex. Nothing more, nothing less.

Tilting mah head and smiling slightly at mah reflection Ah question, Besides its not like after seeing his body you would want to miss out. Only a seriously insane person would pass up that body. Ah may have mah moments, but Ah’m not that crazy.

Ah quickly shed my clothes, setting them on the counter near the sink. After sliding the stocking up mah legs, over my hips and stomach, and up to my breasts, Ah slide mah arms through and stand back to look at mahself. Do Ah look beautiful? Will he want me once he sees me in this. Ah mean, it may a layer over my skin like clothing but it leaves nothing to the imagination. Will he still want me once he sees mah real body? Ah guess all Ah can do is go for it. Taking a few more deep breaths, Ah put my gloves back on and open the door and step back into Remy’s room.

Remy sits at the edge of the bed, preoccupied in his own thoughts. Ah clear mah throat and he looks up at me, dazed. His eyes fleetingly meet mine before traveling over every curve of mah body. Ah freeze under his gaze before squirming, speaking hardly above a whisper, “Remy…”

He snaps out of whatever he was thinking and looks into my eyes, “Yes Chere?”

Ah blush, “Is this what you wanted?”

His voice sounds so strained, “Yes, and much more.”

Ah walk across the room to him, looking down into the his face. Neither one of us unable to hide our feelings, he reaches up and splays a hand across my stomach. Ah automatically flinch, closing my eyes, willing every muscle not to move. When there is so pull, Ah open my eyes and grin down at him.

“Chere…” He res a s a gloved finger to wipes away a tear traitorous tear. He reaches for me by my waist and Ah collapse into his arms. Ah feel like Ah have fallen into water. Ah can hear Remy speak mutedly, calling mah name, asking me to wake up. Unable to respond, Ah faintly feel him laying me out on the bed, making for sure Ah’m comfortable.

Ah smile inwardly to mahself, curling up into the comfort of the watery darkness.

~~ Mwahaha, Sorry guys, I feel kinda evil for putting the lemon off one more chapter, but I really wanted to get a feel for Rogue and Remy again. It really felt good to be able to jump back into a project. Still, forgive me for blowing you guys off!