Sinful Desire

Chapter 6-The Morning After

Kurt moaned softly, feeling pleasure radiating through his body. His eyes slowly opened. He’d had such a wonderful dream about sleeping with Charles last night. “Ahhh!!” He gasped as the man in question sucked on the head of his cock again.

“Good morning, Kurt.” Charles pulled back long enough to talk, before sliding his lips around Kurt’s member, scraping his teeth gently over the shaft then flicking his tongue across the head. The blue mutant jerked as memories from last night hit him full force, he quickly pulled away from the older man jumping out of the bed as if he’d been shocked. “Kurt?” The elder man questioned, confusion marring his face.

“I ah...have to get ready...for school...” He muttered, avoiding Charles’ eyes as he gathered his clothes quickly. The telepath moved off the bed to grip Kurt’s shoulders firmly.

“What’s wrong, Kurt?” He questioned, looking down at the blue mutant, noticing the strained look on his face.

“I just...have to get ready...” He muttered, quickly stepping away from the elder man, arms wrapped tightly around his clothes he teleported out of the room, leaving a naked and highly confused Charles standing alone in the middle of his room.

“What...the hell??” He muttered, running his hands over his face in irritation. He headed into the bathroom, needing to take a cold shower, and hoping it would help clear his mind as well as fix his ‘problem.’

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Kurt teleported into his room, dropping his clothes and immediately headed into the bathroom. He turned the water on hot and slid under the spray. Dropping to his knees, he began sobbing quietly. ‘I...can’t believe what happened!! That’s the only reason he responded that way to me...’ Kurt thought, sighing softly, he wrapped his arms around himself. ‘He can’t possibly want ME...no one would...I’m just a fuzzy blue freak...’

Kurt’s tears streamed quickly down his face. ‘I just...fooled myself last night. Thinking he wanted ME, but all I could possibly give him would be sex...he couldn’t possibly want anything else from me. I should just...stay away from him...besides, what would everyone else think? They would call us both nasty names...its for the best.’ He made his decision, but felt a deep sadness spread through him at the thought of staying away from Charles...

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Charles entered the kitchen later than he usually did, Jean and Scott were already eating by that time. He was extremely troubled by how Kurt had reacted earlier. ‘I wonder...if he regrets what happened...or if he’s ashamed by how he acted...’ He frowned deeply as he moved to get coffee, barely acknowledging the two teenagers as they spoke.

“Um...Professor?” Jean questioned, finding it strange that he didn’t seem to notice them.

“Hummm??” Charles turned to notice the concerned look on the red-heads face. “Ah...good morning Jean, Scott...my mind was elsewhere for a minute.” He smiled reassuringly at the two students and turned back to pour his coffee, trying hard to push his depressing thoughts to the back of his mind for the moment as he took his seat at the table. Jean and Scott shared a confused look before returning to their breakfast.

Kurt entered the kitchen as Jean and Scott were cleaning up their plates, followed closely by Rahne and Jamie who were talking animatedly together. The blue mutant froze momentarily as he spotted Charles at the table. The two mutants crashed into his back, not watching where they were going, Jamie split into several versions of himself which then began clamoring at Kurt.

“Ah, s-sorry Jamie, Rahne...” He muttered, stepping out of the way of the door. Charles moved over to wash out his cup, having forgone breakfast today. Kurt found his eyes following the elder man and he quickly left the room, he felt like he was suffocating, he needed to get away.

“Kurt?” He heard behind him and cursed softly as he realized who it was. “Are you alright?” Kurt heard his footsteps moving quickly down the hall and teleported away, not ready to deal with this right now.

Charles frowned deeply as Kurt disappeared, leaving only the smell of sulfur behind. ‘I need to find out what’s wrong with him...’ He then proceeded to search the house for Kurt, but found the blue mutant was already driving to school. “Damn...” The telepath muttered, turning on his heel he strode quickly down the hall to hole up in his office, failing to notice the tall dark figure in the shadows...

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Kurt made it to school quite a bit earlier than he usually did. ‘Ahhh...this sucks!!’ He slammed his head into the steering wheel, feeling overwhelmed by everything that had happened. ‘I...don’t know if I can stay away...’ He thought sadly as his head throbbed painfully. ‘But...I can’t give him what he needs...there’s no way we could have an actual relationship...it just wouldn’t work.’ Sighing heavily he slid out of his car and trudged inside, knowing today wasn’t going to go well...

tbc

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