Amor caecus est

Keri Cook: Thanks for the review! That is partially why I picked those two as a pairing but also because I never really see either person with anyone. I really like to write this story!! I hope you like the rest!

More bad attitude towards gays, no flames please!!

Chapter 5-Love is Blind

Spyke, Scott, Amara, and Bobby were talking amongst themselves outside. They all were disgusted by the pictures and were saying bad things about both men. The others, consisting of Cannonball, Jubilee, Jamie, Kurt, Rogue, Kitty, Rahne and Sunspot all stood separate from the other four mutants. None of them knew what to think about the pictures.

“I’m confused!” Jamie piped up, “what do those pictures mean?” he asked the assembled group. Before anyone could answer properly, Amara shouted,

“It means they’re both fags!!” Everyone turned toward her. Jubilee ground her teeth together and walked toward the older girl.

“That’s very insensitive to say!!” she shouted, angry beyond words.

“What’s a fag?” Jamie asked curiously.

“You don’t need to know!” Jubilee said through clenched teeth. Amara powered up, ready to blow her to smithereens.

“Woah there!!” Rogue yelled, jumping between both girls. “there’s no need to argue about this!! Ah’m sure we don’t need to fight about this! There’s nothing wrong with either of them, alright?” Amara frowned and shook her head, stalking off around the building. Scott strode foreward, eyebrows pulled together in concentration.

“Don’t you think it’s disgusting?” he asked Rogue, confused by her actions.

“Ah course not!! Ah mean it’s a little weird, but not disgusting!” she answered truthfully. “Why is it gross?”

“They’re…I mean…its just…gross!!” He shouted throwing his hands up in the air. “Whatever, lets go guys.” he mumbled, Bobby, Spyke and him all headed in the direction of Amara, whispering quietly together.

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Jean and Charles were holed up in his room. Jean was helping him restore the mental shields that somehow had been removed from his mind. Once they were restored he was fine, it was very strange indeed. Neither one knew what had happened and had no way of telling if it could happen again.

“That was so strange!” Charles whispered, shaking his head in confusion.

“Let’s just hope it doesn’t happen again. It might have just been the stress of it all.” Jean replied. “So, what are you going to tell everyone else?” she asked suddenly. He sighed and shook his head.

“I really don’t know! What should I say? ‘I just slept with Hank in order to help him control the rage inside him.’ That would go well!!” he sighed bitterly, rubbing his head as he tried to think of something to say. He had told Jean and Storm of the incident that happened when Hank’s Beast had gone out of control the first time, and somewhat of what happened after. But he couldn’t explain to them when they had sex that morning. ‘It just happened! We both consented and the Beast was nowhere to be found, what are we supposed to do with that? Are we starting a relationship, or is it just sex?’ he wondered, completely confused about his own emotions.

“There really is no explanation, is there?” he mumbled, more to himself than Jean. “Why is it so complicated?”

“You and Mr. McCoy need to talk about this before you address the school. That might help you figure out what’s going on.” Jean suggested, Charles nodded.

“Can you send him up here so we can talk?” he asked quietly, she nodded and left the room. Hank showed up after a few minutes, his eyes flitting around the room avoiding Charles’.

“Hank…look at me.” He commanded, waiting until he did. “We need to talk about this…you know that.”

“Yea, I know Charles.” he mumbled, sighing and walked over to the bed sitting down facing him. “I just don’t know what to do though, I mean everyone knows so are we going to continue or not?” he asked quietly.

“I…um, this shouldn’t be so hard to figure out!!” he sighed as well looking at his friend. “Maybe time here will help us figure out what’s between us. We should stay away from each other for a while.” he stated, sounding sad about it.

“Of course.” Hank agreed, swallowing the sudden lump in his throat. “That would probably be best. Uh…can I um…kiss you, one more time?” he asked softly, Charles looked surprised but nodded. Both men moved foreward, Charles felt a flutter in his stomach that burst when Hank kissed him softly. Warmth spread through him as the kiss deepened, he moaned and dug his fingers into the blue mutants’ hair tugging him closer.

Hank gasped, surprised at the intensity of the kiss. He growled as Charles sucked his tongue into his mouth. He suddenly wanted to feel him so badly, with a sudden motion he quickly pulled the smaller man onto the bed, rolling on top of him carefully. Charles moaned as Hank ground their erections together, shivering as he ran his fingers over the mark on his collar bone.

“Hank, roll over.” he said, waiting until he complied, then turning to the blue mutant and stroked his hands down Hank’s chest, pulling his shorts down to stroke his exposed penis. He slid down the bed, licking Hank’s thigh slowly making his way to the tuft of hair.

“Cha…uh…Charles!!” he stuttered, gasping as his tongue slid over the head of his penis. “What are you…”

“Please Hank, if this ends up being the last time we’re together, I want to make the most of it. Alright?” he nodded slowly and allowed Charles to slide his mouth down Hank’s shaft, sucking gently as his tongue caressed him softly.

“Shit!!” Hank gasped thrusting carefully into the smaller man’s mouth. “You’re…quite good at that Charles.” he panted, stroking his head. “Are you sure you haven’t done this before?” he asked, Charles chuckled around Hank’s penis. The blue mutant shivered and groaned at the feeling as Charles’ mouth vibrated around him.

The smaller mutant began bobbing his head on Hank, still sucking gently one hand holding the base of his penis as the other started playing with his balls. He swallowed hard around the shaft in his mouth, earning a groan of approval from Hank. Charles picked up the pace, sucking harder and twisting the base of his penis slightly. Hank growled and bucked upwards coming into the telepaths’ mouth. Charles pulled back slightly to avoid choking as the semen spilled into his mouth. He swallowed readily, managing to keep most of it in his mouth. Only a little dribbled down from the corner of his mouth.

Hank panted heavily, trying to catch his breath. He chuckled as he noted how different Charles looked. His clothes were rumpled and his lips were red and slightly swollen, and with the cum on his face he looked so extremely sexy! ‘Fuck it!!’ he growled lunging foreward, cupping Charles’ face in his hands licking the cum off his face and rolling on top of him, effectively pinning him to the bed.

Hank ravaged his mouth thoroughly, tasting himself on the telepath’s tongue. He pulled back, nipping at his bottom lip playfully. Charles gasped as Hank slid his hand down to stroke his penis through his pants. Charles groaned and pushed Hank back, his eyes lidded with lust. “Please!!” He gasped. “I need to feel you!!”

Hank nodded and proceeded to strip the telepath, throwing his clothes over the side of the bed. He then began kissing and nipping all over his body, not leaving one inch of untouched flesh. Charles shivered at the sensation of the warm mouth leaving marks on his body. “Fuck!” he gasped, biting his lip as Hank descended on his penis.

He sucked gently on the head, and slowly slid his mouth farther down sliding two of his fingers in Charles’ mouth. Charles instantly sucked on them, sliding his tongue around both of them. Hank slid the fingers out after a minute, pulling them away from his mouth. Charles’ eyes were closed so he didn’t notice as Hank slowly slid one finger inside himself, soon adding a second.

Once he felt he was adequately prepared, he pulled off Charles earning a groan of frustration. Hank chuckled, smiling down at the telepath. “Don’t worry, you’ll feel amazing. I’m sure of it!!” and with that he positioned Charles’ penis at his entrance and slowly slid down, steadying himself by placing both hands on either side of his head.

The smaller man gasped at the feeling of being surrounded by the tight heat. “Hank!” he panted, reaching up to stroke the blue mutant’s face as he settled fully on Charles. “You feel amazing!” Hank smiled and began rocking back and forth on him, taking his time as he slowly grew hard again. He thrust hard, groaning as his prostrate was hit sending a shock through his body.

“Fuck!!” he growled moving faster, locking eyes with the beautiful brown eyes as he gripped the slender hips. Charles dug his fingers in his friends blue hair, pulling him closer for a kiss. He slid his tongue into his mouth, moaning at the wonderful taste. He once again cursed his useless legs as Hank did all the work. He slid one hand between them to stroke Hank’s cock, running his thumb over the head feeling a little pre-cum leak out.

He pulled back from his mouth enough to lick his hand completely, then moving his hand back to Hank’s penis stroking more firmly and easily with the saliva. Hank moaned and recaptured Charles’ mouth, thrusting faster down on him.

“Oh shit!!” Charles whimpered as Hank suckled the mark on his collar, “Please…I’m so close!!”

“Me too!” The blue mutant slammed faster onto the smaller man, grabbing the hand Charles was using to stroke him, urging him to go faster and use more pressure. “Charles…fuck!!” He gasped out cumming onto their hands and Charles’ stomach. He clenched around the telepath’s cock, triggering his orgasm as well. Hank felt the hot seed burst into him. He collapsed carefully onto his side to avoid crushing him.

“Fuck…” Charles mumbled weakly, stroking his hand over Hank’s sweaty forehead softly. He rolled towards the blue mutant and wrapped his arms around him, Hank blinked then wrapped his arms around him as well.

The two of them lay there for quite a while, neither saying anything until finally Charles spoke up. “Hank, you should probably go now.” he whispered, wanting nothing more than for the blue mutant to stay. Hank rolled out of his grasp, sighing slightly.

“You’re right,” he quickly pulled on his clothes and without looking back said, “Goodnight, Professor.” without waiting for a response he stalked out of the room, shutting the door harder than necessary. Charles bit his hand to stifle the sobs that were forced out of him. ‘I’ll still see him, it’s just because of what the Beast made me feel, right? Then why do I want him so badly it hurts?’ he sighed and stared at the ceiling trying to work out his feelings for the blue mutant.

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Hank sighed at the wall he was facing. ‘I don’t understand why I’m so upset!! I knew it would be like this. Its not like I actually have feelings for Charles, right? We’re just two men who had sex, it happens all the time. But why do I keep thinking about him so much?’ Growling at himself he tried to sleep, but every time he closed his eyes Charles’ face kept popping out of nowhere.

‘Its going to be hard to stay away from him for however long it takes us to figure this out!!’ He fell into a fitful sleep, his dreams filled with a certain wheelchair bound telepath.


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