May it be.

Cyclops walked towards the professor's office wondering why he was being summoned. He saw
several X Men looking oddly at him. When they saw him they immediatly looked away guiltily.
He shrugged it off, because they were only concerned for him. He saw Jean sitting awfuly
close to Storm. He wondered if Storm was the other she had mentioned. He knew she was bi
when they met but she assured him it had been a phase. Or maybe she wanted to belive it was
only a phase. Sighing he reached the study where the professor sat, knocking he heard
someone bid him enter. Xavier was teaching physics class to a bunch of giggling girls.
Cyclops grimaced and sat down waiting for the class to be over. Xavier quickly ended the
lesson and turned to Scott.

"How are you doing?" he asked concerned.

"Fine." Scott said kind of testily. "Sick of people asking how I am. I am fine. I...We knew
it was coming. It was just a shock that it ended so suddenly."

Xavier nodded and knew he was being truthful. "I know you are upset that I didn't send you
along but I had my reasons." Xavier wheeled himself closer to Scott.

"Will you tell me those reasons?" Scott asked kinda tiredly.

"Not today I won't. I asked you here because I was wondering whats going on between you and
Logan." Xavier said candidly.

Scott was shocked by the professor's statment. He knew that he hadn't scanned him so he
must have given it away. The professor was very, very observant about all things.

"How do you know about that? How much do you know?" Scott said tiredly.

"How you act around him. I have known you most of your life. You don't pick on him because
you hate him. You do it because you are scared that he will find out that you are attracted
to him. And I know alot more then you wish i'd know." Xavier said smiling slightly.

Scott smiled back as it dawned on him that last night they weren't exactly quiet. And they
had done it outside...Damn why hadn't he realized it earlier?

"I like him alot..."

"Which in Scott speak means that you probaly love him." Xavier interrupted him.

Scott started laughing at that. Xavier was way to observent of his mannerisms. "Yeah. But
last night was a pity fuck. He dosen't love me. He never will." Scott sighed.

Xavier nodded and looked at his pupil seriously. "Have you spoken to him about it?"

"No..." Scott said as he thought about asking Logan. Scott stood and nodded to Xavier
before getting up to find Logan.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Logan was in the Danger Room pummeling Gambit and Havok as he tried to forget Scott. He
easily avoided plasma cards as he knocked Alex on his ass.

"Me think Wolfie has something on his mind." Gambit said as he helped Alex up.

"Don't ever, ever call me Wolfie!" Wolverine snarled as he punched Remy.

"Geez Logan it was a joke ease up." Alex said while he got in between Remy and Logan.

Logan growled before he walked away, because he was this close to killing someone. When
Remy had called his Wolfie he rememberd Scott calling him that and it felt odd. He only
wanted Scott to call him that because he could imagine that he meant something to the mutant.
Even though he knew Scott could never love him. Last night should never have happened Scott
was drunk and he had taken advantage of him. He hated himself for that, hated that he would
do such a thing. Distantly he heard Remy and Alex leave and he sighed happily. He started
his usual workout session and he tried to forget Scott.

~*~*~*~*~*

Scott found Logan in the Danger Room slaughtering holographic enemies. He watched Logan in
silence as he thought about the previous night. He hadn't been as drunk as he had seemed and
he had known exactly what had went on. Scott sighed he was just fooling himself Logan could
never ever love him.

"You going to come in Scotty boy or are ya gonna stand there all day?" Logan asked without
turning around.

Scott scowled and went into the room just across from Logan. "I wanted to thank you for
sending Rogue this morning with asprin." Scott hedged.

Logan grunted and didn't respond, he could smell Scott and he wasn't telling the truth.

"Why did you really come here Scott?" Logan asked showing no emotion.

Scott sighed and leaned against the wall. He honestly didn't know what to say. "No but I
won't tell you why I came. I shouldn't have come at all." Scott said as he turned to leave.

He was immediatly thrown against the wall by an irritated Logan. Any protest he was about to
make was cut off by Logan's lips against his. The kiss was fast and furious, tongues
fighting for dominance. Scott submitted almost instantly and he let Logan guide the kiss.
Logan broke the kiss after a few minutes but he didn't let Scott go.

"Is that what you came here for?" Logan growled softly into Scott's ear.

"No." Scott moaned.

"Are you sure?" Logan asked as he palmed Scott's erection. Scott's hips bucked uncontrollably.

"Yes...." Scott hissed

"Then why?" Logan began to take Scott's pants off.

"Can't say...." Scott was quickly losing his state of mind. Talking was becoming impossible.

"Want me to stop?

"No......."

Logan smiled against Scott's neck and he finished essiessing Scott. If this was all he could
get from Scott then he would take it.

He fucked Scott there against the wall in the Danger Room wishing that Scott would love him.
Not just use him for sex.

TBC.