Amor caecus est

There is some bad attitude and name calling toward gays in this chapter. I don’t hate gays or anything, and I won’t appreciate any flames about this chapter or my story. Its just for the story line that they have to be in here, just wanted to warn people now so I won’t get flames.

I’m really sorry it took so long to get this chapter out!! I just haven’t been in the mood to write lately! Hopefully that will change now.


Chapter 3-Affection


“How about explaining what the HELL you two are doing?” Logan roared as he walked to stand over the two mutants on the ground, his voice full of anger and disgust as he looked down at the two of them. “Now I know why you didn’t contact Jean, you were having too much fun with Hank!!”


“Logan, let me explain…” Charles whispered, looking up at Logan with pleading eyes.


“Why should I listen?” Logan roared angrily, “It seems pretty obvious that you two just wanted to get away from every one else so you could have your fun!! You sick faggot!!” Charles flinched at that hateful word and pushed himself into a sitting position to face Logan.


“Logan I need you to listen to me!!” he pleaded, “Hank is having trouble controlling his inner Beast and I’m trying to help him!”


“By fucking him??!” Logan shouted, his face red with anger and hurt. “I can’t deal with this!! I’m leaving, stay for however long you want to. I’ll tell Jean you’re fine and then I’m leaving the mansion.” He turned on his heels and started to leave.


“Logan please! Can’t you understand? You’re the only other one who can help him control the anger inside him! I need your help!” Logan froze and spun around, angry again.


“Fuck you Charles!!” he screamed, his voice echoing off the walls and causing Hank to jerk awake. He turned towards the fuming mutant, eyes wide with shock. “Why would I help him? I have no ties to the X-Men anymore, from now on you’re dead to me Xavier! I never want to see you face again! You’re completely disgusting!!” With that he left quickly and took off on his motorcycle without a second glance back.


“Charles?” Hank questioned turning toward the smaller mutant. Charles looked shocked, then it hit him, he began sobbing inconsolably. Hank pulled him into his arms, holding him tightly.


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Jean hurried into the foyer when she heard the door slam. “Logan?” she questioned, worried about what he found. The only response she got was a grunt. He stomped off to his room and began throwing clothes into a bag. “What are you doing?” Logan ignored her and finished packing, throwing the bag over his shoulder and headed back to the foyer.


“The Professor and Hank are fine,” he stated, his voice devoid of emotion. “I’m leaving the mansion, tell Storm to watch everything til they get back.” He hurried toward the door and opened it. Jean slammed it shut with her powers.


“You’re not leaving until I hear your reasons, no lying to me Logan!!” she yelled, hands on her hips. Logan sighed and turned toward her.


“You really wanna know, bub?” at her nod he stepped foreward. “Then read my mind and find out.” Jean did as he said, and stepped back.


“Oh my god!!” she gasped, covering her mouth with her hand looking stricken. “I can’t believe it!”


“Yea, but it happened and I need some time to myself. I have to figure some things out, so that’s why I’m leaving. I probably won’t come back. I have nothing here anyway.” Jean touched his back as he turned around.


“You have us Logan, everyone here will miss you very much.” she whispered quietly. Logan didn’t respond, just headed outside to who knows where.


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It took a while for Charles to stop crying, but once he did he pulled back from Hank. “I can’t blame him for his behavior.” he said quietly. “But it still hurts!” Hank rubbed his back soothingly. “Do you remember what happened earlier this morning?” he asked suddenly. Hank's blush was surprisingly vivid on his blue skin.


“Yes I remember quite well Charles.” he whispered, embarrassed by his own actions but also how Charles acted toward him. ‘He really liked it, and I don’t know how he could!! The Beast has marked him, is that all it wants, a mate?’ he questioned himself, confused at the Beast’s behavior and attitude toward his mentor. Even now he could feel the pull towards the man next to him. ‘Is that my feelings, or the Beast’s?’


“Hank?” Charles questioned brushing a piece of hair out of the blue mutant’s face, startling him into reality. “Are you alright?” ‘Well there’s only one way to find out.’ Hank looked into his friend’s concerned face and did something completely out of character. He leaned foreward and kissed Charles gently on the mouth, surprising both of them.


tbc


Cliffy!! I really had to end it here, it was perfect! How’d you like it? Please review!! I’m starting on the next chapter now, and it will be longer than this one.