Stranger than Fiction

"I DON'T KNOW ANY MARIE!" Sabertooth managed to say even with his throat being crushed by the Iron grip of a hand still cold with death

"ROGUE YOU STUPID FUCK! WHERE IS SHE?! TELL ME RIGHT NOW OR I WILL POP YOUR HEAD LIKE A ZIT!" The Voice Growled tightening its grip

"SHE IS WITH MAGNETO......IF SHE IS STILL ALIVE!" When he said the last part the hand tightened even more. He felt its claws rip into his neck. He noticed the wound was not even trying to heal itself like it normally would. Sabertooth felt fear then

"YOU BETTER PRAY THAT ISN'T TRUE DOG BECAUSE IF IT IS I AM GOING TO FINISH THE JOB I STARTED THAT DAY IN THE MANSION!"

"THIS ISN'T FUNNY MASTERMIND STOP!"

Sabertooth growled still trying to fool himself into thinking what was happening to him was just a trick. The Boy that had just been dead for the last twelve hours was holding him off the ground. His eyes where slightly gray with death but where returning to there normal black encircled in a ring of shadow that gave them a glowing black effect. He still smelled of rotting flesh. Unnoticeable to anyone But Sabertooth. The wounds that had caused his death were fully healed. In fact Sabertooth had seen them heal right before his eyes. It's grip on him was more powerful than anything he had ever felt. It was cold like the steel stable it had been laying on. It was bearing its fangs as it screamed at him in a demonic and inhuman voice. He saw It crack a grin When he asked for Mastermind to stop

"YOU THINK I AM AN ILLUSION? OH I AM VERY REAL! LET ME SHOW YOU!"

When it said this it pulled back it's hand and brung it ripping through his abdomen. He yelled in pain. He felt it moving its claws around inside him ripping up his insides.

"TELL ME WHERE SHE IS RIGHT NOW OR I SPILL YOUR GUTS ALL OVER THE FLOOR!" It said moving it's claws deeper inside his stomach

"AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Sabertooth screamed

"THAT WASN'T AN ANSWER !" It said slashing its claws inside him violently

"FUCK YOU!" Sabertooth growled

It growled back and pushed its clawed hand all the way inside his gut.

"YOU ARE GOING TO TELL ME RIGHT NOW OR I AM PULLING OUT EACH ORGAN ONE AT A TIME AND FEEDING IT TO YOU! EVEN YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO SURVIVE THAT!"

It said wrapping its hand Around What Sabertooth knew was one of his kidneys and tugging on it sending another rush of pain through his body.

"THIS IS GOING IN THE NEXT TEN SECONDS IF YOU DON'T TELL ME WHAT I WANT TO KNOW!"It said pulling a little harder

"WALK OUT THE DOOR TAKE A LEFT. WALK TO THE END OF THE HALL AND GO DOWN ONE FLIGHT OF STAIRS ITS THE THIRD DOOR ON THE RIGHT! YOU CAN'T GET IN THOUGH PYRO IS GUARDING IT!" Sabertooth yelled trying his best to fight the thing off him. It didn't even flinch

"GOOD ANSWER!"

It yelled ripping it's clawed hand out of his stomach. His guts fell out hanging a good foot from the hole caused from the attack. The thing Picked him up and threw him in the freezer. It broke the handle off the inside of the door and slammed it shut. The last thing Sabertooth saw before he passed out was his insides pulling themselves back into him.

The Boy put his clothes back on and ran out the door following the directions he had gotten from Sabertooth. He heard the loud scream of a young girl followed by another that sounded full of pain and fear. He let out a growl and ran so fast it felt like he was almost floating. In No time flat he was standing right infront of Pyro. Though to him it felt like and eternity. He didn't even give time for Pyro to react. He brung his fist down hard into the shorter boys stomach. He spit blood everywhere and went flying across the room crashing into a large device with a sickening crack before hitting the ground in a heap. He saw Rogue inside a chamber in the machine screaming in pain and thrashing about widely on a table. She had wires hooked into her arms and legs and had some kind of hood over her face. The anger he was already feeling exploded with the force of a thousand nuclear explosions. He let out a growl and leaped into the air. He was almost right at the door of the chamber when a steel beam struck him hard in the ribs and forced him into the wall beside him. He Hit so Hard his Body went a good four feet into the steel.

"You just don't know when to stay down do you my boy? I don't know how you managed to fool us into thinking you where dead, But This time I am going to make sure you die for real."

Matthew didn't hear a word Magneto was saying. The only thing he could hear was Rogue screaming in pain and begging god to make it stop. He suddenly realized that he was not hurt at all from Magneto's attack even though he has just been hit at least five times harder than he was when he was killed. Matthew braced his hands against the steel around him and started to push

* I guess he did let me come back with my powers at full strength. Hold On Marie I am going to save you. * he thought to himself

"MARIE LISTEN HANG ON IT'S ME MATTHEW I AM HERE TO SAVE YOU! DON'T YOU DARE BREAK YOUR PROMISE TO ME NOW!" Matthew yelled so loud the glass on the door tot he chamber cracked

He didn't know if she could hear him but he knew at least some part of her had to know he was there. He Pushed as hard as he could against the steel beam Magneto was still crushing again him with all his power. He saw Magneto's face. It lost its blank expression When he started to move the beam with ease away from him. Matthew grabbed onto the beam and squeezed. To his surprise the thing crushed like a soda can when he did this. He pulled it apart and feel to the ground Landing on his feet.

"YOU CAN'T STOP ME ERIC! I CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD TO SAVE HER AND NOT EVEN GOD HIMSELF WILL STOP ME FROM DOING IT! NOW GET DOWN HERE AND FIGHT ME LIKE A MAN YOU PUSSY!" Matthew said growling

He jumped into the air and just before he reached Magneto he was hit with more steel and titanium. The whole room around them was coming apart and crashing into Matthew. He knew what Magneto was trying to do. He was trying to crush him like he had last night. Matthew pulled his arms and legs close to him making himself into a ball. Everything came crushing in on him. He tensed his Muscles and Let out a roar then threw his arms and legs out with all his might sending the ball of shrapnel flying everywhere. He went crashing back to the ground on his feet.

"WHAT PART OF YOU CAN'T STOP ME DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND ?! THAT MAY HAVE WORKED ONCE BEFORE BUT NEVER AGAIN!"

Matthew said jumping back up in the air. He got one hand On Magneto's boot. Magneto felt strange like all his power was leaving him when Matthew dug his claws into his calve. He Noticed right then what was Happening. Matthew was blocking his powers somehow. They came tumbling down to the ground. Magneto Landing on top of Matthew. He took off his Helmet and started beating Matthew in the face with it. Matthew Punched Magneto in the face sending him back into the wall behind him in a loud crash.Magneto spit out blood and four of his teeth.He slowly felt his power returning. He rose back into the air and threw more panels at Matthew putting all his power behind each one. Matthew was running at him full blast. Every panel that hit him dented into the form of his body. He had already been hit like this ten times and was not even slowing down. All his thought was focused on Rogue's screams On saving her but he knew Magneto would not let him get close to her in time If he did not take him out right now. Matthew Jumped back into the air this time getting enough height to wrap his arms around Magneto's chest. He bit down hard into Magneto's shoulder. Causing the man to scream in pain.Magneto felt his power leaving him again and they both came crashing down hard to the ground. Matthew heard a loud pop and Magneto let out a yell in pain. Matthew still had the older Mutant in a bear hug. He Moved one of his Arms to Magneto's neck and Forced himself up along with Magneto. Who Matthew was now Holding off the ground with his hands wrapped around his neck. Something Matthew was getting very use to doing to the bad guys when they pissed him off. Matthew Got the man in another bear hug and started to squeeze. He heard Magneto's ribs breaking but did not really care. He stopped when he knew if he squeezed anymore he would crush the man's spine

"Beg Me for Mercy. Just as Marie did ...Just as your daughter did when you locked her away for her whole life. Just as the countless other's you have hurt and killed in your useless war with Humanity begged. Beg Me and I might let you Live with only a severed spinal cord."

"I .....will..not lower..myself to begging.....I..don't want your mercy ." Magneto said through the pain

"Then you will have none."

Matthew said as he tightened his grip feeling Magneto's bones give away like tooth picks under his strength. He dug his claws into Magneto's back as hard as he could to add to the mans pain. He was an inch away from killing him when he realized something. He didn't Hear Rogue anymore. Matthew Dropped Magento to the ground and turned to the device. It was starting to power up. Lights where flashing the room was filling with a rush of electrically charged air

*Get her out of there now Matthew and destroy the device or every human in this world will die! * He heard the same voice boom that had spoken to him when he crossed over. It said it would be close by watching he didn't know it was going to be blasting in his ear in stereo

Matthew ran to the chamber and was hit with a charge of electricity. He forced his way through the pain and Pulled the chamber door right out of the device. Rogue was inside not Moving barley breathing. He ran over to her and ripped al the wires out of her. She started to bleed badly. He let out a loud growl and threw off the hood covering her face. There where two large black burn marks on her temples and her eyes where rolled back in her head. He took off his Duster picking her up and wrapping her in it. he placed his hand over her head and Jumped threw the opening he had just made. He landed next to the door way. He got down on his knees and laid her outside of it and kissed her.

"Please just hang on a little Longer till we find Logan. Marie I know you can hear me just hang on no matter what you are feeling don't let it take you away. I am here now waiting for you now fight please! See can you fell my hand holding yours? It's Me I came back for you please just hold on Marie." He said Holding her hand and running his hand over her face

*Now is not the time yo worry about her. DESTROY THE DEVICE! * The Voice boomed again

"How do you suppose I do that ?!" Matthew asked looking around

* I think you are familiar with the term go redneck on it's ass. NOW DO IT! * The Voice said

Matthew Kissed Rogue again and ran back into the room.

"This Better fucking work or we are all screwed"

He said as he looked at the device. He saw Magneto and Pyro where still on the ground. Magneto wasn't moving but he was moaning in pain. Matthew smiled when he heard that.

He let out a deep sigh and charged the device. He jumped into the air forcing his shoulder forward and went crashing though it hitting the wall on the other side right on his head. He went crashing down to the ground on his knees. Then He forced Himself up.

* Good now find everyone and get off the island before the device blows taken you with it. They are in the last room on the left next to the stairway*

Matthew nodded and ran out of the room. He picked up Rogue in his arms and took off like a bat out of hell to where the voice said he would find the others. He didn't even stop he just ran right through the door sending it crashing into the wall on the other side of the room.

"WE NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE NOW THIS WHOLE ISLAND IS ABOUT TO GO HURRY!" Matthew said without even stopping in the room to tell everyone what had happened

He turned and ran right for the stairway leading to the exit. He could hear everyone else running behind him. They got to the exit when they heard the first loud explosion. Everyone stopped and looked at each other and took off even faster for the blackbird. Every got inside and Logan started to head for the pilot seat. Matthew grabbed him by the arm and pulled him back over to him

"Storm you are flying. Logan I need you to let Marie drain you...I don't think she is going to make it if you don't ." Matthew said Looking at the shorter Man still holding his arm in an iron grip. For a moment Logan saw a look in Matthew's eyes that said "do it or I will make you do it myself"

Logan Nodded. As the jet took off flying away from the island at full speed. Storm was doing everything in her power to keep the pressure inside the jet just right so no one would be sucked out like Wanda had been.

"Just get these fucking magnetic things off my hands and I will." Logan said holding up his hands

Matthew wrapped his hands around them and pulled them apart like they where paper. Logan got on his knees next to Rogue where Matthew had laid her in the bed in the back of the jet when they got on board. He let out a growl and placed his hand on her forehead. he felt the memories and life being drained from him. But he was determined not to let go till he saw her open her eyes and Look at Matthew. They Both tensed and Rogue Let out a scream. Her wounds healed and her eyes shot open. Logan feel back in a heap He felt like he had just got his ass handed to him by the Hulk. Rogue sat up and Looked around the room like she didn't know where she was. She saw Matthew and she burst into tears. Matthew feel to his knees crying as hard as she was and hugged her tightly


"Am I dead?" She asked

"No you aren't dead " he said

"But I saw you...I saw your body Matt...I thought I watched you die right infront of me..How can you still be alive ?" She said through her sobs

"I did die..I came back for you ... You promised you would never die on me...I wasn't about to keep that promise one sided. I love you Marie and I swear I will never let anything like this happen to you again for as long as I live." Matthew said still holding her

"What Happened? The last thing I remember was Magneto touching my face infront of that machine ."She said still holding on to him like she was afraid he would disappear when she let go of him.

"I woke up on some table naked and got Sabertooth to tell me where you were. When I got there Magneto already had you plugged into that thing and it was killing you.. We fought and I won. I was able to get you out in time and we all high tailed it out of there before the place blew. Logan saved you though you didn't look like you would last long enough for us to make it back to the mansion"

"No, you saved me Matthew. You fought and died to save me..You came back to life to save me. You save me everyone in this jet and everyone on the planet. I know what that thing was going to do. Magneto gave me those memories and the ones of him killing you just to make me suffer ...Wait how did you beat Magneto? He was way to powerful for you" She said finally pulling away from him

"I think I can block anyone's power through touch now. When I attacked Sabertooth and Magneto their powers wouldn't work while I was in contact with them. When I was fighting him I felt unstoppable. He was throwing everything he had at me and I never felt a thing. I think my powers fully developed when I came back. Hank said they got a little stronger after each battle or when I was hurt. I am guessing dying sped em up enough to fully develop." *no way I am telling her what i still remember from the other side. *

"Did you kill them?" She asked

".......No. I was about to kill Magneto when I noticed you weren't screaming anymore. But I am sure everyone that we left back there is dead. I mean I kind of crushed Magneto's chest and back. I am not even going to tell you what I did to Sabertooth. Just know this is over. Magneto will never bother the X-Men again. He will never come to take you away again."

Wanda walked back to them and looked at Matthew

"So it's over....My father is dead. You were never going to let me kill him in the first place were you? "Wanda said sitting down on the floor next to the couple


"No and you knew that when I said you could come. You may have thought you would be able to live with yourself but you wouldn't. I wasn't going to let you destroy yourself for vengeance." Matthew said looking at Wanda

"But you killed him! What right to do have to say something like that to me?!"

"No, I didn't Kill him. I stopped myself because I cared more about Marie then about getting revenge. You would have let anyone die in order to stop your father and I wasn't going to let you go through something like that. Because it will kill you inside. You think getting revenge is the answer. The real answer is taking what he has done to you and let it make you a stronger person. It may have been cruel what he did but you still got something good out of it."

"What the hell kind of goodness could come from all that has been done to me? You are fucking crazy!" She jumped to her feet yelling

"TODD! YOU HAVE SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU!" Matthew said jumping to his feet

".............................."Wanda was at a lose for words

"Nothing to say now? No insults? No threats? You know he loves you and You know you love him. I know when you look at him that just for a moment all the shit you been through doesn't hurt as much. I can see it in your eyes Wanda. He takes away your pain. That's why you still loved him when you where being controlled. Because the part of your mind that still remembered what was done to you also knew Todd made the hurt go away." He said Looking her right in the face

"How do you know that?" She said looking sad

"Because that's what Marie does when I look at her.......she takes away all the pain. I also know when she looks at me she feels the same. I can see it in her eyes. That little extra sparkle there when she sees me. You two have more in common than you realize. That's why I stopped when I was about to kill you. You reminded me of her. Just you refuse to let go of the pain like she has. Now you no longer have a reason not to."

He said then turned around back to Rogue. He saw she was about to say something but he gave her a look. One that said "don't say anything let her think it over herself." Rogue nodded and laid back down. Matthew laid on the floor next to her and rested his head on her stomach. His face turned to hers. She curled his hair around her fingers and smiled.

"I love you Matthew." She said

"I love you too Marie" he said smiling

"That's nice but could someone help me get the fuck up ..Hello? Hey godamn it I been laying here for the last ten minutes and ain't no body asked if I needed any help." Logan said as he finally had enough strength to talk.

Remy let out a big laugh as he helped Logan to his feet


"What the hell are you doing here?!" Rogue asked when she saw her ex

"If you must know petite I am here because Magneto done threw me out his little club for rating him out. And because I didn't feel like getting blown to shit. Don't worry I ain't going to be around for long I am off once we land." he said glancing at Matthew

"I ain't going to kill you Remy. I could have done that when I fucked up your hand." He said looking at the Cajun

"I been meaning to ask why you didn't. If I was you I would have killed me."

"Because I know you are better than this. Just go do whatever the hell you want now. You ain't got no ties to anyone. But you might not want to go back home because they are still waiting for you there."

"How the hell did you know all that about me? I never told anyone. And how the hell did you get Rogue to tell you her name? She wouldn't even let me know it when we was going out."

"One I knew all that because it is common Knowledge where I am from. Two I knew it before I even met her. Three she didn't tell you because you where a dick to her the whole time you went out with her."

Remy raised a brow

"Where the fuck you from?" he asked

"Alternate reality." Matthew said

"What the fuck you talking about? You hit your head or something?" Remy said looking at Matthew like he was the village idiot

"Yeah I did actually .... No, I ain't crazy If you want to know ask the Professor. I am getting fucking sick of telling the damn story anyway. Now If you don't mind I would like to be alone with Marie. Unless you want me to crush your other hand." Matthew said looking back at Rogue

Remy grunted and walked away. Matthew looked like he was thinking about something

"SHIT!" He said

everyone looked at him and said at the same time

"WHAT?"

"Did anyone see Quicksilver?" Matthew asked looking at everyone

"No Kid we didn't......in fact I didn't see him after you left the park with Rogue." Logan said

".....What about Mastermind? Sabertooth said his name like he was there but I never saw him." Matthew asked looking at everyone

"Mastermind took off a few days ago to take care of something for Magneto. I didn't hear Quicksilver though." Remy said

".......I don't think this is over after all." Matthew said

"Matthew listen I don't want to think about this right now. I just want to go home take a very long hot bath. Then Order the biggest fucking pizza in town I am starving." Rogue said

"Sounds Like a plan to me Rogue." Logan said

"CRAP!" Matthew said

"NOW WHAT?! " Wanda asked

"I have to move back to my room now. God damn it. No way am I doing that after all we been through." Matthew said looking at Rogue

"......I'll see if I can talk Chuck into letting you stay with her." Logan said

Everyone looked at him but Storm who cracked a slight grin.

"WHAT?! Don't any of you say anything or I am going to kick all your asses" Logan said with a growl. he looked at the couple and winked

*Any damn body who comes back for his lady ain't going to be forced to sleep in a separate room as long as I am around. * Logan thought to himself

The rest of the flight back to the Mansion was quite. Expect for the noise of two young people in love kissing and talking about what had happened since the park.

"Oh my god you did that to Hank?" Rogue asked covering her mouth

"Yeah, I mean I was trying to get up and look for you and he told me I couldn't. He tried to push me back down on the bed and tell me to rest. He just said and did the wrong thing at the wrong time. I ain't mad at him or anything .. remind me to tell him I am sorry when we get back."

"Yeah Hank told me to stop you and I told him to go fuck himself." Logan said

He had moved up to the cockpit and was now flying the jet.

"LOGAN!" Storm said

"WHAT?! They been cussing the whole fucking flight why can't I?" Logan said looking at Storm

"BECAUSE you are an Adult and lead by example." Storm said

"You did say Shit really loud infront of us Storm" Wanda said smiling

"She is right you know. You said it REAL loud." Remy said

"That was different. I was under a lot of stress...It was a slip ." Storm said

"Sure everyone just yells Shit at the top of their lungs on accident. You know I kind of liked hearing you talk like that." Logan said with a grin

"Well, I am sorry to disappoint you Logan but that will be the only time you hear me say such things." Storm said turning away from Logan

"Whatever you say Ororo. Ok People we are almost back everyone get ready to land." Logan said as the Cliff ahead of them opened

They docked and everyone got off the Jet Matthew was the last one off with Rogue. He picked her up and carried her off. He stopped right in his tracked when he walked out. Everyone at the school was standing right in front of him.

"OH MY GOD YOU ARE ALIVE!!!!!" Cindy said running up to her brother latching onto him crying

"THE PROFESSOR SAID YOU HAD DIED!!!!" Cindy said crying her eyes out

Matthew looked at the Professor . The man was looking at him in total shock

"You died I know you did. I felt your mind pass. We where all waiting here to take your body to your family...Why can't I fill your mind anymore?" The Professor said looking very confused and strained

Matthew felt The Professor trying to read his mind but knew he couldn't get through for some reason. Everyone rushed to him when Rogue popped her head out of his duster and asked

"Are all the guys here? I don't want them to see me in my birthday suit Matt!" She said looking completly embaressed

Matthew growled and everyone stopped in their tracks

" Ladies can stay. None of you are getting a free show so fuck off guys.........I AM WAITING!" Matthew said growling again

All the guys but the Professor and Hank left. The Ladies of the mansion ran over to the couple

"Oh my god Matt that was fucking mean making us all think you had crocked! I am so going to kick your ass!" Kitty said slapping him on the arm after each word.

"He did die Kitty.....I saw it."

Rogue said as Matthew let her down She wrapped his duster around her and tied it. A good two feet of leather was hanging down below her feet.

"You mean you thought he died right?" Jean said looking at Him

"No I died. In fact I was dead a good twelve hours. I don't remember everything I saw but I know I was dead and I was allowed to come back....Don't try and read my mind either you can't anymore." He said looking at Jean and the Professor

"How are you blocking me?" The Professor asked moving his chair up to him

"Same way I can block Rogue's power. From what I found out fighting Sabertooth and Magneto I can now block anyones power now. I thought it was just through touch But I guess it works when someone tries to get in my head also.....Wait how did you know I died? You where no where near close enough to feel that."

"I was watching everything through Cerebro. I know everything that Happened Up to the point where Rogue was used to power the Device. Then a large surge of energy shorted out one of it's systems.......I am guessing that was you coming back." The Professor said Looking at Matthew

"Ohhh.....Wait a damn minute what do you mean you where waiting to take me to my family? I know you didn't fucking tell them about me !"

"No I did not tell them.and do not talk to me using such Language. I had to tell your Sister when she overheard me talk to Hank about your passing. She ran to her room and called your Mother and told her everything....They are coming here tomorrow."

"JUST FUCKING GREAT!" Matthew said throwing his hands in the air

" Calm down Matthew. You need to calm down. I know these past few days have been very stressfull for you. Getting angry is not going to help " The Professor said

Matthew growled.

"I know I know...I was just hopping to have more time to perpare myself before I met them......Wait what did Cindy tell them?" Matthew said turning to look at Cindy then back to the Professor

"I just told them that you where from some place where you didn't die but you had just been killed trying to save Rogue.....They really like her from what I told them about her. God I thought you where both dead."

Cindy said as she started to cry this time latching on to Rogue. Rogue wanted to comfort the little girl but she was afraid to touch her. So she just let her cry.Since the two had met Rogue had come to think of her as the little sister she never had.As Did many of the other students at the school

"Cindy it's ok now Matthew and me are fine. You can stop crying now everything is ok." Rogue said looking down at the little girl

" whoa Rogue sure is being nice. If I had cried on her like that she would have kick my ass " Kitty whispered to Jean

"Love does strange things to people Kitty." Jean whispered back

"Cindy what exactly did you tell them about Marie?" Matthew said walking over to her and Rogue

" That you two where boyfriend and girlfriend." Cindy said looking at her brother

"What did they say?" Rogue asked

"They wanted to know if you where anything Like Carla."

"Wait why would they want to know something like that?" Matthew said looking confused

"Because she has been your girlfriend since you where twelve you big boob!" Cindy said finally letting go of Rogue and giving her brother a "you fucking idiot " look

Matthew and Rogue looked at each other then back to Cindy and said at the same time

"WHAT?!"

Oh my what is going to happen next? Looks Like Magneto is out of the picture and Matthew is back from the dead. Now what can happen to our favorite little Goth couple? Now below is something I wrote after finally watching an ep of Evolution after a good two years of only catching five new eps. Read it if you want. It might give you some very small insight into the mind that brought you this tale


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What I have written below I wrote to help get my mind off some things that have been bothering me about this story since I started writing it. Which was doubled when I watched the new X-Men EP today. To bad it has not worked.


Forgive me if this does not have a very good flow. But this is how I normally talk so just bare with me. I was going to rant here. Infact I had written a very long rant here about Evo Rogue's actions in the new EP. See I just watch the new EP of Evolution titled Impact. I loved it up till the last three minutes. See it has been since way back in season one that I watch the show on a weekly bases. This fic was written with that season's Rogue in mind since I was unaware they had shaken her life up so much In fact I still don't know everything that has happened to her just a bit of info here and there. I was Pissed because I thought I was doing her right but I was doing her so fucking wrong it wasn't even funny. So I was going to rant about how they fucked up her character to make myself feel better about my own fuck up in this fic. I was even going to stop writing this and take it down. But I am going to change that now. I had a nice talk with a girl and she said This could be my calling this Writing thing. Anyway I am to committed to this world I made to just drop it because I fucked up along the way. This Is not really Rogue anymore it is Marie the girl I think the character would have been if she had been able to find someone who loved and could touch her Not the tragic Tortured girl she is today. I hope that is OK with everyone. I know everyone went into this thinking I was going to write some 20 plus chapter fuck fest with a dash of plot to keep everything together and tones of blood and guts and Rogue was going to be this gothic bad ass bitch slut. But I am not that kind of person. In fact The Matthew Character was modeled after my own feelings about relationships. That is why I don't have a smut scene in all my chapters hell I only wrote what? four or five scenes? Only two came off as kind of trashy and I am a little pissed at myself for that. I wanted everything to be Romantic. Course it is kind of hard to be Romantic when you got a penis in your mouth such was the case with Marie in return the favor. I am writing my stories the way I WANT TO not the way I think people will find cool or be able to get off on. There will be one to three more chapters left in this story. then I will take some time off if my mind allows it and get started on the next part of the series. I can't make any promises that the next one will be any better or even 1/4 as good as this has turned out Which is not saying much since I really don't think I have done so good this far. For all I know I might not even be able to write another and all this could have been a really big Fluke. See I went into this just writing a little story to get my mind off how depressed I had been feeling. Next thing I now I got a 22 chapter epic Love story that has five stars pinned to it. I guess I got my answer on what to do with me life didn't I? OK enough rambling. If you want you can send me ideas if i like em I will use em and give you full credit for them