Sins of the Past

OriginalCeenote-Thank you, I’m glad you like it!! And to answer you’re question, no Charles isn’t walking, he’s still in a wheelchair. Guess I didn’t explain that!! But I will be telling how he looses the use of his legs farther along in the story. Right now I’m going to focus a lot on what happened to him in the past, and then work my way to what’s happening in the ‘now’, when he’s in the coma. I hope you continue to like it!!

Man! This chapter was hard to start writing, but I couldn’t stop once I got it going! XD So sorry about the long wait!! Hope you like it!

Chapter 2-Helpless

*Charles’ POV-Past*


It was a month after that first incident with Kurt. Since then he’d raped me a couple other times when I was the only one home. I couldn’t stop him from doing it, there was just no way, he was too strong for me. Mother was out of the house more and more often as time went on. She started getting unusual bruises on her body with continued frequency since the day after the first time Kurt raped me. Cain and I had both asked her where they’d come from, but she just gave lame excuses. I knew it was Kurt that had abused her, it was obvious in the way she flinched away from him whenever he came near her. Kurt was always drunk, and I was surprised he even managed to dress himself properly.

Cain was at boxing practice tonight. He hated leaving me alone, but he had to go. Mother was out, god only knows where. It had been an hour since Cain had left, but for me it felt like an eternity. I went tense as Kurt entered the room, moving over to the bed where I was laying. “Look at that, already on the bed waiting for me, huh Charles?” He asked. I shuddered with revulsion and felt his weight dip the bed as he crawled onto it. I allowed him to tug of my shorts and boxers, letting my mind shut down as he forced me to lay facedown on the bed. I vaguely heard the sound of metal parting as he un-zipped his pants and shoved them down his legs. I barely felt the pain anymore as he thrust roughly into me, my thoughts turning to Cain. ‘He’s helped me so much. He’s always so kind and helpful, holding me after these attacks, calming me down when I have nightmares. If Cain weren’t here, I’d probably go insane.’ A sudden painful tugging on my scalp dragged me out of my thoughts and I gasped loudly.

Kurt tugged my hair hard forcing my head and back into an awkward arch, his rancid breath breathing hotly on my cheek. “You better keep your mouth shut!” He growled darkly as he thrust hard. I bit my lip, tasting blood. The awkward arch in my back allowing him to hit a spot inside me that actually….felt good. That thought, under the circumstances, made me feel extremely ill. “Your mother is home, so you better keep quiet!!” He shoved my head into the bed then, allowing my back to return to a more natural position. But unlike normal, he followed me, placing his head down next to mine. I bit my lip harder as his teeth sunk into my shoulder as he used it to muffle his cries of pleasure.

He pulled back after a minute though, seeming displeased with the change in position. Kurt pulled out and rolled me over quickly, then pushed both of my legs practically up against my chest. I whimpered with pain but made no other sounds as he entered me and began a quick pace. He leaned down so his face was several inches from my own. Being this close and actually seeing his face during this sordid act made the revulsion and nausea even worse. I closed my eyes and averted my head, but his hand grabbed my face and turned it back. I clenched my eyelids together, refusing to look. “If you don’t open your eyes, I’ll make this last much longer, boy!” He hissed into my ear, my eyes flew wide and I shook my head rapidly. He gave me a sickly grin and moved faster than before, keeping his teeth clenched hard together to avoid making sounds.

‘Oh god, this tight heat is so unbearably good!! Its almost painfully tight around my cock.’ I blinked in confusion, I hadn’t seen his lips move at all. ‘I must just be imagining things.’ I thought to myself. Kurt moved faster, leaning closer to me. ‘Ahhh, I’m…almost there!’ I heard his voice again, my eyebrows crunched together. ‘That’s…impossible. How can I hear his voice when his lips don’t move?’

‘Just…a couple more…’ Kurt’s voice said. ‘Damn,’ I thought to myself, preparing for the searing pain of his semen. ‘I wish he’d just pull out before he cums.’ He grunted and pulled out a second before his hot seed spilled onto my stomach. He let my legs drop to the bed and I blinked in confusion. ‘What…the hell??’ We must have made more noise than before, because the next moment the door was being flung open and mother hurried into the room.

“What is going on in here?!” She exclaimed, a look of utter horror on her face at the sight before her.

*Storm’s POV-Present*

I jerked awake suddenly, looking around in confusion, wiping the tears off of my face. ‘What the hell was that?’ I wondered as I looked down at Charles’ still form. ‘He…was raped as a child by his stepfather? Was that just a dream? Or am I reliving his memories? Now that I think about it, the last time I fell asleep next to him, I had a dream about that as well though it was different. I had just been too tired still to piece it together until now.’ I felt myself wanting to drift off to sleep again, but fought the urge. ‘Sorry Charles, if that’s you showing me this, I’m grateful, but I need to take care of a few things first. I promise to come back when I’m done.’ I leaned down and kissed his forehead gently and left the room, heading for the kitchen.

The farther away I went, the more awake I felt, which only strengthened the idea that it was Charles’ doing. ‘Well, whatever’s going on, I intend to see it through to the end. Maybe I’ll be able to help Charles wake up.’ I made a quick sandwich, practically inhaling it without tasting. Once done I headed to my room to shower and change, then made my way back to the infirmary. I felt the sleepiness start to take hold once I was sitting next to him. I gripped Charles’ hand in both of mine and lay my head on his hip, needing to feel more of him. I let the sleep take ahold and promised myself to pay attention to the dream I now knew I’d have. ‘I must keep focused, I want to learn more about the man that I’ve fallen in love with. Even if it’s all bad.’ I thought this as sleep took over me again.

*Charles’ POV-Past*

“Sharon, what are you doing back so early?” Kurt asked as he slid off the bed, retrieving his pants and tugging them on. I sat up slowly, wrapping my arms around my legs. I kept my eyes downcast as Kurt advanced on my mother. ‘I…can’t do anything…’ I thought, watching as her face turned from horrified to fearful. Before Kurt could react, she had swung her fist into his face and ran out of the room. He chased after her but I heard the car start up. That sound was briefly followed by shattering glass before the squeal of tire on the gravel was heard. Kurt cussed up a storm at that. I heard him stomping through the house, the sound of breaking glass and wood could be heard. Kurt entered the bedroom after a few minutes of that. I could see the anger on his face and knew what was coming, and that it would be worse than even the first time. I tried not to flinch as he gripped my arm tightly and dragged me off the bed. I frowned in confusion as he shoved me onto the floor, positioning me how he wanted like a rag doll. I was dragged onto my back and lifted against the bed until I was practically standing on my head, I braced my arms on the floor to steady my swaying. He stood over me and pulled my flailing legs forward so my body was in a ‘c’ shape. It was painful and uncomfortable, I could feel the blood rushing to my head already. He began thrusting into me quickly and this time I could not keep the sounds of my pain down. I felt tears stream down my face, running down into my ears. My neck and back were cramping and Kurt showed no signs of slowing down at all. I let my mind go blank, letting myself drift off. I had heard Kurt’s thoughts before, but the only sounds I could hear now were the sounds of our breathing, occasional grunting from Kurt, my own thoughts and the awful squelching sound as he thrust into me at that odd angle.

It felt like an eternity before he finally came inside me. I screamed and cried at the burning pain. Kurt pulled out of me and pushed my legs to the side, they fell limply to the floor and I slowly rolled with them, trying to keep myself from getting hurt more as I sat up. He leaned down and gripped my chin tightly, forcing me to look at him. “I love you Charles. You know that right?” He asked with a deadly glint to his eyes. I nodded slowly and he smiled, it was a very disturbing smile and I shuddered with revulsion. “Good boy, now clean up this mess. We wouldn’t want Cain to wonder what happened, do we?” He asked and I shook my head slowly. “Good. Now, we’ll tell him your mother and I had a fight, hence the broken furniture and your missing mother. Got it?” I gave one more nod as I sat straighter. “Alright, sleep well Charles. I’ll see you tomorrow!” He said in a voice that made my skin crawl. As soon as he was gone I was in the bathroom throwing up. ‘God, what did I do to deserve this?’ I wondered as I stood shakily. Moving back into the bedroom, I pulled the sheets off my bed and dragged them into the laundry room and started the washer. I then hurried to draw a warm bath to wash myself off. I think I peeled the top layer off skin of with as vigorously as I cleaned myself.

Cain showed up just as I was finishing my bath. I dried off and hurriedly dressed before entering the bedroom and throwing myself into Cain’s arms. “Hey, you alright?” He asked softly, stroking my blond hair softly. I shook my head against his chest and sobbed. I would tell him what happened, but for now I just needed the comfort of his arms around me. He led me to his bed and held me while I cried. ‘You’ll pay for this Kurt…’ I heard Cain say, but only until the next day would I remember he hadn’t spoken that aloud. My stepbrother rubbed my hair in a soothing manner until I fell asleep in his arms.

Tbc

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