Winter of Our Discontent

Title: The Winter Of Our Discontent
Author: Lex
Feedback: yes.. yes .. please !!!
Pairing: Remy/ Logan
Rating: NC 17
Warnings: strong language,M/M sex

Summary: I found myself angry at the end of the comic Ultimate X-men
#41 when Logan is sent to "deal" with a young mutant boy whose powers
are inadvertently deadly to those around him and so I thought I would
continue the story as I felt it after I finished the book.

Disclaimer: Though I love the X-men they do not belong to me and the
only thing I gain from writing about them is the pleasure of their
company

Author's notes: I guess kind of comic verse and AU.


Chapter 13

Remy woke to the feeling of tremendous sadness filling him. He
reached out his hand and touched the source of the emotions. He ran
his fingers through Logan's hair, lightly stroking from front to
back. Soothing thoughts were being sent to the man sitting on the
floor in front of him. "I'm sorry, Logan." He whispered. "I never
should've looked in de files. I just didn't wan' no one to see what
was none of deir business, y' know? I jus' looked for our names and
pulled de information out of de file." He kept stroking the older
man's hair lightly. "Dey don' need to know where I came from or what
you did 20 years ago." Remy stopped his fingers for a moment. "I
didn't mean to read your file, Logan. I jus' saw your name on dat
list and grabbed all de papers. I wanted to be sure dat no one would
know bout y' past less y' wanted dem to. I wan' you to know I would
neveh do dat to y'. I would neveh violate your privacy... on
purpose." His fingers began their ministrations once again.

Logan relaxed under Remy's fingers. He was letting the boy's
feelings flow into him. "I appreciate that Rem. I'll let ya read it
if ya want." Logan's voice was flat and barely above a whisper. "Ya
got a right to know who ya been sleepin' with."

Remy climbed off the bed and straddled Logan's legs, wrapping his
legs around his lover's back and his arms around his shoulders. He
leaned in and rested his head on the man's shoulder. "I know who I
been sleepin' with. He's kind and strong. He got a heart as big as
de land he comes from and a soul as deep as de oceans. He's bossy
and cranky and funny and warm… `specially warm."

Remy turned his head slightly and whispered in his lover's ear. "Y'
bettah get used ta havin' me round, Logan, cause I got no plans of
bein' apart from y' now dat I got y' all to myself. Been waiting a
long time ta hold y' in my arms and love y'. An' I ain't lettin' go
now."

Logan ran his hands down Remy's back to his hips. It was then he
realized that the younger man was not wearing any clothes. He was
about to mention it when he realized why the boy was naked. Smiling,
he asked "We were about to start something nice before all that dirt
came up, weren't we?"

Remy responded by placing his lips over his lover's and devouring him
in a passionate kiss. His hands moved to grab hold of Logan's hair,
loving how it felt in between his fingers.

Logan leaned forward, pushing Remy slowly to the floor. Once the boy
was on his back, Logan began kissing his way down the body that had
been driving him wild these many nights. He licked and kissed and
sucked at the smooth neck. Remy tilted his head back, moaning softly
at the feeling of the mouth that seemed to be trying to eat him alive.

Logan then moved down Remy's chest, letting his tongue glide over the
taught skin. It was a delightful little trick the kid had been doing
to him. Remy would run his tongue over the man's body in a sexy sort
of bath. He smiled at the revelation of Remy being part feline. That
move along with the movements of the boy's amazing body only proved
that fact. Remy was whimpering now as Logan licked and sucked at his
hips. He moved to suckle at the Cajun's lower abdomen, just below
his belly button. He could not explain it; he just seemed to be
drawn to that spot. Perhaps it was the fact that whenever he placed
his mouth there Remy would practically leave the floor, fingers
clenching in Logan's hair the only thing keeping him grounded.

Remy writhed on the floor, squeaks and squeals the only sounds that
he could muster under his lover's attack. Logan moved his mouth
lower, taking Remy's hard sex into his mouth. "Ah.. fuck!!! Logan….
Ahnnn!!" Remy could not form a complete thought. The only thing he
was aware of was the warm wetness that surrounded his erection.
Pulling harder on Logan's hair he tried to control the older man's
movements, but Logan was having none of it and slowed his
assault. "no.. nononono" Remy whined as Logan stopped moving
altogether and just let his tongue swirl and twist about the head of
the boy's cock. "Y' making me crazy ol' man!" Remy yelled as he
tried in vain to move his hips to get Logan to do more.

Logan chuckled against Remy's hardness, earning another moan and
whimper from the boy. "Ya think yer crazy now? Just wait." With
those words, Logan began licking, biting and sucking his way back up
Remy's body until he was once again attached to his mouth. Reaching
between them, he tried to undo his jeans, but in the end just ripped
them open. Placing himself against Remy's opening, he kissed his
lover once more and then entered him. He buried himself as deep as
he could and held himself there.

As Logan entered him, Remy screamed with pain and ecstasy into
Logan's mouth which was sealed over his. His eyes closed tightly,
tears forming and running down his temples, tickling his ears. His
hands were clenched in Logan's hair, threatening to pull it out at
the roots. As Logan held him, not moving at all, Remy began to
relax. His breathing began to come under control and he slowly
relaxed his hold on his lover's hair. Remy tried to move, tried to
get Logan to begin moving inside him. Logan pulled back from his
lips. "No, Rem. Not yet. I just want to feel ya for a minute. I
want ta hold ya and taste ya. Then I'm gonna make love to ya,
slowly. I want this to last."

Remy moaned softly at the words. He wanted this so badly. He loved
having Logan touch him and craved the love that he felt from the
man. He opened his shields a bit more and let Logan's feelings enter
him, gasping and closing his eyes at the sensation. He had to close
himself a little before he became overwhelmed by the outpouring of
emotions from the man. "Dieu, God, Logan" he sighed. "Dis is
perfect. Y' perfect."

Logan smiled. "No Rem, I'm not perfect, not even close. But this?
Yeah, yer right, this is perfect." And then he began to move.
Slowly and deliberately he moved his hips back and then forward,
savoring the feel of the boy wrapped around him.

Remy sighed again at the feeling of Logan thrusting in and out of
him. He placed his lips against the side of his lover's neck, kissing
and licking him. Breathing deeply the scent of the man that was
driving him wild, he brought his legs up and wrapped them around
Logan's hips. He didn't pull on him as he wanted to; he let the
older man control the motion and the speed of the movements. He
opened his shields again and bathed in the feelings, sending them
back to Logan.

Gasping at the boy's feelings, Logan moved a little bit faster. "God…
Rem…ya have no… idea what… that… does to me…" He closed his eyes,
losing himself as his young lover was doing, in the emotions.

Remy smiled against Logan's throat and opened some more. He wanted
to open completely, but knew that it would bring a swift end to this,
and that was the last thing he wanted.

Logan pulled Remy to him and brought them both to a sitting
position. His hands on the boy's hips, he began to move Remy up and
down slowly. He locked his mouth to Remy's and then began to rock.
Remy joined him in the motion and the two of them rocked back and
forth. Over and over they moved this way. Sighs and moans filled
the room as the movements became faster and the noises louder. As
climaxes neared, they began to call to each other and to God and any
deity that seemed appropriate. Coming together they both screamed
each others name and held on to each other, clinging together as if
their lives depended on the contact.

Slowing now, the rocking became less frantic, Remy's head on Logan's
shoulder, soft sighs and words that Logan could not quite understand
coming from the boy. Logan ran his hands up and down his boy's back,
soothing him, and waiting for him to come back. "I love ya, Remy."

Remy heard the words but could not respond. HE was too far gone now.
The empathy had overwhelmed him this time and he just let the soft
words and comforting feelings wash over him. He could not close his
shields yet and so he just held on.

Logan closed his eyes, feeling the emotions pouring off the boy and
keeping his emotions in check. He thought only of Remy and how much
he loved him. He would hold the boy like this until he came back to
him. It didn't matter how long it took.